I had troubles concentrating lately. I mean like, my attention span is sort of 5 to 10 minutes. And I hate to sit down to read uncomfortably. I got long legs, I can't sit still in a confined space. I hate being tall. It gives me these sort of problem, making me train my bloody useless willpower. It makes me grumpy most times. So not comfortable at all. My legs and my ass hurts.
I hate people who makes me wait. Seriously, think that they are some queen or kings? Those gotta die too some day. How can they just conveniently forget? What are they, senile? Don't freaking work then. You don't belong here, you belong in the old folks home. Go away. Wrong universe.
Showing posts with label Rage. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Rage. Show all posts
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Aug 19, 2014
Kids, For Love, NOT FOR FUCKING ABUSE
It's been quite tormenting to see news of child being abused physically, mentally and sexually. It's even more tormenting to see news of newborns being dumped just down the drain like that. It kills me further to see what happens to kids in war zone.
One would always ponder, does these tormentor have no sense of humanity left in them? Does these tormentor knows the pain felt by the child ? In a human of such small size, such innocence and they have to suffer the wrath of the grown ups? You'd think that serial killers and psychopaths have no sense of what I just said, but I would say thosepeople, those beast that harms a child, is far worse than anything. Oh wait, even a beast would fight for their child, so these are lowlifes worse than a beast. They do not feel, they are humans reanimated into life. Zombies. Dead wearing a human mask tormenting only kids (Walking Dead theme playing in background)
The worse lowlifes that I've read about, is the child very own parents doing harm to them. I definitely cannot comprehend what goes in their mind and I am loss at words to describing them. My vulgarities fail me here.
As a mother, as a human, we feel pain even when we pinch ourselves, and know that the pain is amplified double when it happens to a small child. So how can these lowlifes not know? Oh wait, they mostly don't because simply they are lowlifes.
Renting Out Daughter to Beg? Seriously? Being poor is not the reason you should use your child like this! You have hands and legs, you are not disabled are you? A family of seven, why can't you just do something simple like offering cleaning services or even sell nasi lemak on the streets to make a living ! Why push your child out to beg!
This is totally unbearable. Students forced to perform oral sex? Why in the first fucking place you made a knowledge institution to teach !!! To garner monies and have free sexual fun? These institutions, kindies, nurseries, they are supposed to be a heaven, a play place for the kids to learn and grow, not your fucking money making night clubs. You fucking pedophile should be bloody stoned to death or tied to pole with rats chewing your balls off. Yes, this is a torture sentence of the Middle Ages. Lots of lowlifes made these kind of place and in the end, either they could not care enough for the children sent in, or they just have to beat the kids senseless just for simple things. AGAIN, WHY MAKE IT IN THE FIRST PLACE?
Newborns being dumped in toilet or just left to die moments after coming out. These... (grips knuckles and cracking 'em) I don't know why these horny sluts can't just get a fucking pack of condom which costs bloody RM3++ from 7-Eleven and use it. Instead, they just have to get fucking pregnant, and give birth and dump the babies leaving them to die. Hey, even if they have given birth and can't afford to raise the baby, can't they bloody fucking put them at orphanage? WHY THE FUCKING MENTALITY OF LEAVING THEM TO DIE? DAMN SLUTS. What have these poor souls done to you? You yourself chose to have unprotected sex and get pregnant, nobody fucking forced you. Even if you are fucking forced onto or raped, godforbids, don't be an asshole and kill the poor soul, give them away or fucking abort before they fully developed into a fetus.
Vulgarities are not even enough for me to curse at these lowlifes and I need more than simple curses at these people. Speaking of torture sentence of the Middle Ages, some of it could be relived to use for these lowlifes.
Unfortunately enough, cases like these happens often all over the world and not much of people tend to report them for fear of something bites them back in the end. People, please, there are tons of NGO for you to turn to if you ever come across cases of child abuse or whatsnot. You've even got the government counterpart Talian Nur from Ministry of Women, Family and Community Development to assist. Appealing to them or the political parties may help in whatever ways people need. Hell, please, USE MR.GOOGLE FORGODSAKES. STOP CHILD ABUSE.
Let me share a dream I once had, it wasn't a pleasant one. I dreamt my baby was taken from me violently, kidnapped I'd say. I can't be sure because I don't remember the details, just vivid details and the feelings but why I say kidnapped? Because I remember the frantic, anxious, sad, angry, nervous, worried sick feeling in the gut. The next thing I remember is that I went berserk in midst of trying to find her and the world gone red. Meaning? I will stop at nothing and it will cost you your dear life slowly and painfully that you'd wish it's Satan himself instead of me coming at you for taking my baby away from me or causing harm to her.
One would always ponder, does these tormentor have no sense of humanity left in them? Does these tormentor knows the pain felt by the child ? In a human of such small size, such innocence and they have to suffer the wrath of the grown ups? You'd think that serial killers and psychopaths have no sense of what I just said, but I would say those
The worse lowlifes that I've read about, is the child very own parents doing harm to them. I definitely cannot comprehend what goes in their mind and I am loss at words to describing them. My vulgarities fail me here.
As a mother, as a human, we feel pain even when we pinch ourselves, and know that the pain is amplified double when it happens to a small child. So how can these lowlifes not know? Oh wait, they mostly don't because simply they are lowlifes.
Renting Out Daughter to Beg? Seriously? Being poor is not the reason you should use your child like this! You have hands and legs, you are not disabled are you? A family of seven, why can't you just do something simple like offering cleaning services or even sell nasi lemak on the streets to make a living ! Why push your child out to beg!
This is totally unbearable. Students forced to perform oral sex? Why in the first fucking place you made a knowledge institution to teach !!! To garner monies and have free sexual fun? These institutions, kindies, nurseries, they are supposed to be a heaven, a play place for the kids to learn and grow, not your fucking money making night clubs. You fucking pedophile should be bloody stoned to death or tied to pole with rats chewing your balls off. Yes, this is a torture sentence of the Middle Ages. Lots of lowlifes made these kind of place and in the end, either they could not care enough for the children sent in, or they just have to beat the kids senseless just for simple things. AGAIN, WHY MAKE IT IN THE FIRST PLACE?
Newborns being dumped in toilet or just left to die moments after coming out. These... (grips knuckles and cracking 'em) I don't know why these horny sluts can't just get a fucking pack of condom which costs bloody RM3++ from 7-Eleven and use it. Instead, they just have to get fucking pregnant, and give birth and dump the babies leaving them to die. Hey, even if they have given birth and can't afford to raise the baby, can't they bloody fucking put them at orphanage? WHY THE FUCKING MENTALITY OF LEAVING THEM TO DIE? DAMN SLUTS. What have these poor souls done to you? You yourself chose to have unprotected sex and get pregnant, nobody fucking forced you. Even if you are fucking forced onto or raped, godforbids, don't be an asshole and kill the poor soul, give them away or fucking abort before they fully developed into a fetus.
Vulgarities are not even enough for me to curse at these lowlifes and I need more than simple curses at these people. Speaking of torture sentence of the Middle Ages, some of it could be relived to use for these lowlifes.
Unfortunately enough, cases like these happens often all over the world and not much of people tend to report them for fear of something bites them back in the end. People, please, there are tons of NGO for you to turn to if you ever come across cases of child abuse or whatsnot. You've even got the government counterpart Talian Nur from Ministry of Women, Family and Community Development to assist. Appealing to them or the political parties may help in whatever ways people need. Hell, please, USE MR.GOOGLE FORGODSAKES. STOP CHILD ABUSE.
Let me share a dream I once had, it wasn't a pleasant one. I dreamt my baby was taken from me violently, kidnapped I'd say. I can't be sure because I don't remember the details, just vivid details and the feelings but why I say kidnapped? Because I remember the frantic, anxious, sad, angry, nervous, worried sick feeling in the gut. The next thing I remember is that I went berserk in midst of trying to find her and the world gone red. Meaning? I will stop at nothing and it will cost you your dear life slowly and painfully that you'd wish it's Satan himself instead of me coming at you for taking my baby away from me or causing harm to her.
Jul 23, 2014
Darkness In The Hearth
Darkness looms over the day,
Paths become unclear,
Trees and flowers wither away,
It doesn't matter where you hide,
It will still haunt you by the end,
It will still haunt you endlessly.
Nervous, fear, anxiety covers you,
Cold sweats breaking out,
Bloodshot eye darts left and right,
You can run,
But you cannot hide,
You know it will and can still haunt you.
You cry out for help,
Your silent cries went unheard,
Like water poured over leaf,
It went ignored even if it is heard,
Nobody listens,
Nobody cares.
You reach out your hands,
In hope that someone will reach yours,
Held out as you may,
The hands were frozen overtime,
No warmth came to you,
All that's left is just hard cold chills.
All that's left to do,
Is wonder if anyone,
Or anything,
Will hear you,
Will see you,
Will cross your paths,
Will reach out to you,
Or not.
Jul 21, 2014
We Grieve, We Pray, We Remember
This month has not treated me any better than it should. All I can do is drown myself in my musics while working and at home, hug my little baby tightly. By now, the whole world are talking about the crash of MAS airplane MH0017. Hashtag #MH17 and #PrayForMH17 are going on wildly now at all social media. I have my own post on it as well, and this will be my blog post about it.
This year itself, MAS have suffered from the worst aviation incident ever, twice in a year. As we remember, it was the #MH370 which had tragically went missing and not found until now. Nights ago, on July 17th, slightly before midnight, news of MH0017 being shot down near or at Ukraine was all over the world. I couldn't be bothered with pesky news, I definitely wouldn't want to share the pictures.
People, here, I ask all of you to stop sharing those images and respect the privacy of those grieving families and leave them alone, especially you slobbing journalists. I know you people are trying to work, but people are hurting, they are grieving. So please give them a peace of mind, stop pestering these poor souls.
Here, a little short tribute to the lost souls on board:
All set,
Ready to go home,
Ready to go for holiday,
Ready to meet the loved ones,
Ready to spend memorable time with all,
Exhilarated with excitement,
Can't wait for the moment,
The next thing knew,
Everything went black.
Loved ones cried their hearts out,
The souls bleed,
The hearts cracked,
Millions grieved.
Pain stays, only to be numbed,
Prayers given,
Hope goes on,
Faith is that you finds it better to be with God,
Happily and merrily.
Memories were made,
It lives on when those that remember lives,
Memories will be passed on,
Memories will never fade,
We grieve, We pray and We will remember.
This year itself, MAS have suffered from the worst aviation incident ever, twice in a year. As we remember, it was the #MH370 which had tragically went missing and not found until now. Nights ago, on July 17th, slightly before midnight, news of MH0017 being shot down near or at Ukraine was all over the world. I couldn't be bothered with pesky news, I definitely wouldn't want to share the pictures.
People, here, I ask all of you to stop sharing those images and respect the privacy of those grieving families and leave them alone, especially you slobbing journalists. I know you people are trying to work, but people are hurting, they are grieving. So please give them a peace of mind, stop pestering these poor souls.
Here, a little short tribute to the lost souls on board:
All set,
Ready to go home,
Ready to go for holiday,
Ready to meet the loved ones,
Ready to spend memorable time with all,
Exhilarated with excitement,
Can't wait for the moment,
The next thing knew,
Everything went black.
Loved ones cried their hearts out,
The souls bleed,
The hearts cracked,
Millions grieved.
Pain stays, only to be numbed,
Prayers given,
Hope goes on,
Faith is that you finds it better to be with God,
Happily and merrily.
Memories were made,
It lives on when those that remember lives,
Memories will be passed on,
Memories will never fade,
We grieve, We pray and We will remember.
Jul 25, 2013
It's the Life !
Pretty much everything has changed for me and I'd say, a hell lot of things changed in fact since the last post. Undeniably, I was lazy, now, I might as well a pick up my pace. I half considered closing this blog down and carry on with the new one elsewhere. That will be discovered soon. As of now, I'm going to keep on using this site for my blogs. Technically, for now, I'm lost at what to post, thus the constant delaying on updates. I'm no longer the one going out for parties and clubs or whats not. Rather, the life has gotten really dull. Maybe it's what most people say, part of the process of growing up and sacrificing for something else.
True enough, I am indeed sacrificing most of my time for something else. That's to be announced when it's all done :D On a side note, I'd like to point out to all that stop expecting party pictures,hot chicks, hot hunks or whats not in trend. I don't do trend. I set my own trend. Look at it this way, people are crazy about minions right now, here, in my country. Minions as in those mini yellow guy who speaks alien language in Despicable Me.
Yes, these little yellow guy in jumpers with goggles on. People rushes to McDonald's and queue up from midnight or whenever to it's open just to get their hands on these little guys. See what the crazy queue and traffic it caused? Both caught at different state in my country.
These two pictures is sourced from my friend, Shuffler Kenneth. Notice those long ass queue? I'm probably dead asleep while these people try to get their hands on the minion toy and throw the foods away, untouched. Now that's truly despicable. But, hurrah to these bunch of people!
These guys collected the unwanted meals from those hobos that bought the the meal set for the minion toy and donate them to various homeless and orphanages. It seems like they have taken down their Facebook page or I'm just purely lousy at looking up for people/group in Facebook. Whatever it is, if you don't eat them, give them to those who can't have proper meal, damn it. Don't go wasting foods and just cuz we're not living in Bosnia or Africa, doesn't give you all the damn right to waste foods.
Jul 18, 2011
Anger, Sorrow, Depression, Hate
Well, you know what’s the most depressing thing that happened throughout this entire year? My birthday month turns out to be my most unluckiest and most depressing month ever.
My college life sucks as of now, nothing goes well during this entire semester. Everything has to go wrong and it adds on to the depression that has been growing behind my mind, why on earth am I back to studies wasting my money when I could be earning instead and not be miserable me for the entire course? Nothing good comes out of this college life, that’s for sure. I just wanted my paper done. Is that so hard to ask for? I just want everything to go smooth sailing. IS THAT SO HARD TO ASK FOR SERIOUSLY?
Boyfriend has not been feeling great ever since his leg injury started and frankly speaking, being unable to help in any other way especially even the thoughts of trying to help financially, can be blown away easily and this adds on my depression two fold. Thanks to my stupidity of going back wasting my time and money on studies, this is the first time in my entire life feeling this helpless and being so fucking dependant on a sick person. I’m fucked up since all I can do is complain.
Having a car window broken by some assholes might not be a big deal for everyone, but it is, for me. Having lost an entire car before while it was parked just right outside the house has a big impact on me. I feel for things. I’m cheapskate. I have to be. My modulator was swiped, my thumbdrive was swiped, my coins was swiped, my touch and go card was swiped. Yes, it’s no big deal, but having the stress and finding the car in that state on a rainy morning just made me snap instantly. Seriously, breaking into an old car for all these when there are better cars around the area? Again, I don’t understand the mentality of these sonofabitches and will never do. But one thing I do know, I promise and I will keep this promise that if I see any of these happening right in front of my eyes, with chance, I will do unimaginable things to these people. By all means.
Yes, everyone wants a change to the government. But what about the people themselves? What matters even if the government changes but not the people themselves? You can probably get more better shits for your own good but what’s next? More shit to come? You’re never gonna change yourself even IF THERE IS A REVOLUTION. Are you gonna start caring about the person next to you? Are you gonna start smiling to everyone you see? Be courteous? No cut queues? Not acting like a barbarian? Not being a sonofabitch? Not being a snob? Hold out a helping hand to those in need anytime anywhere without thinking of the person’s background,whether they disgust your or not like cleaning for the elderly or those with mental illness or hoping for anything in return? Will you?! NO, YOU WON’T. Mark my words, even IF there is a revolution, the history will repeat itself if the people does not change themselves first. Before you even THINK of helping out others, why don’t you HELP those AROUND YOU for instance, HELP YOUR OWN FAMILY FIRST then only you start helping others?
Jun 30, 2011
Wish You Gone
Frankly speaking, I hate all Malaysian drivers, be it cars or bikes. You drive slow on the fast lane when people are in a rush. You turn without signals. You cut queues at the toll. You can't bloody stay in line and cause more traffic. You just gotta zigzag scaring the shit out of others. You just gotta stick close to the front drivers to tell them to get lost. You just gotta turn on high lights to irritate the drivers in front at night. You just gotta driver faster when you see others signalling to turn to avoid slowing down. You just gotta forget the bloody laws when driving. You just gotta go even more slower taking your own sweet time at the slow lane (going below 40 KMPH is over the board). You just gotta stay in the middle of two lane. Bottom word, you like to bloody endanger other peoples life. If you want to kill yourself, there are tons of way. There are practically more than 101 way to kill yourself without having to endanger others on the road. So fuck off.
Getting stuck in a traffic for an entire hour just from Kepong (Desa Parkcity area onwards) to SS2, getting into a fucked up accident at Bulatan Rothman in SS2 thanks to another dumb driver (well I'm not hurt cuz if I am, I wouldn't be blogging this), end of class, coming back home, another dumb bitch just gotta make me ALMOST get into another accident. What the hell?
Coming to class, nobody to show up, no information given, no questions asked. Class delayed like hell. Nothing being taught in class. Time being wasted. What the hell?
I'm having such a bad time and end of this month surely prove to be a real messed up time for me. Well, doesn't matter. Things just gotta get more 'lovely' with all the uncooperative people around. Lovely, isn't? I should have been a selfish bitch at the start and why should I even give compassion towards those that does not think for me at all? I'm all talk about being a bitch but never acting like one, I guess I should be a total bitch and I seriously do, wish you will get fucked up and gone in the end. Don't rely on me anymore and fuck you all Malaysia drivers, including myself at times. The least I do is signal, bitch.
Getting stuck in a traffic for an entire hour just from Kepong (Desa Parkcity area onwards) to SS2, getting into a fucked up accident at Bulatan Rothman in SS2 thanks to another dumb driver (well I'm not hurt cuz if I am, I wouldn't be blogging this), end of class, coming back home, another dumb bitch just gotta make me ALMOST get into another accident. What the hell?
Coming to class, nobody to show up, no information given, no questions asked. Class delayed like hell. Nothing being taught in class. Time being wasted. What the hell?
I'm having such a bad time and end of this month surely prove to be a real messed up time for me. Well, doesn't matter. Things just gotta get more 'lovely' with all the uncooperative people around. Lovely, isn't? I should have been a selfish bitch at the start and why should I even give compassion towards those that does not think for me at all? I'm all talk about being a bitch but never acting like one, I guess I should be a total bitch and I seriously do, wish you will get fucked up and gone in the end. Don't rely on me anymore and fuck you all Malaysia drivers, including myself at times. The least I do is signal, bitch.
Jun 26, 2011
Rewrite
Yeah, you’d probably this of Asian KungFu Generation (Ajikan) song Riraito [リライト]. No, it’s not. Ugh, I don’t even know how to properly put this in words. It’s a massive jumble of different feelings into a small matchbox. Because of one simple incident, because of the high expectations, I felt like it was crushing me up until now.
I’m not trying to blame anyone. I’m trying hard not to. I just can’t help it. When one is not cooperative, I start to blame like hell. When one starts to escape the work, I blame like hell. Yeah, I study management but my management is hellish. What the heck, it’s just one of my presentation but everything just screws up and when the lecturer told us to redo it, I’m totally crushed. Wait, not even there, the beginning of the presentation, I’m already crushed. I wanted to hide in a corner and nobody finds me or dig myself a hole and jump into it that moment. Everything is just wrong. It’s already been 4 days after that incident, yet I still feel the pressure of it. Another chance was given to present again on Monday and seriously, I’m hoping that if the word redo it comes out again, I’ll just have a heart attack or whatever attacks and die on the spot. Let them suffer the guilt. I couldn’t be bothered with people who does not know what they want and people who does not know how to do their shits properly.
See, I’m off blaming people again when I myself can’t lead properly. What is so hard with doing a presentation in front of people you’ve already known quite well? I’ve no freaking idea. No, I don’t have the confidence at times that I do well, but I just had the confidence to talk my way out. Smile and if I don’t know, tell them I’ll get it to them later. The least is I admit or shit, do your research more importantly before you freaking present.
Crap, that song did indeed play itself when I’m writing this. Guess I should rename the title. English version though.
Dec 30, 2010
Kill Me Now
The process of moving things around is not as simple as I thought it was supposed to be. Information given was wrong. Things told never existed. I went a tad nuts over the simple things that went wrong. My fuse are definitely getting shorter lately. It doesn’t help when I am always getting a crick in the neck when I stress myself up and it sucks big time.
Well yeah, I’ve hadn’t been updating much due to the exam previously (although I still partied like mad) and room hunting and moving. The moving part gets into my nerve just like the exam. Unlike last time, I do not have any trouble making myself go around being constantly on the move. But heck, anyone WILL get old and SOME may turn lazy to move around. Like me and my dad. Ok, topic is not bout my dad but me. It has been years since I’ve last went KL (yes I’m serious, YEARS) and I finally went last week but it’s also with the help of a friend. I’m so lost when I reached KL and yet I live in KL. Swweeeeeeeettt… So what makes you think I’ll even like the idea of being the one to move around and runs errand? Seriously, I’d prefer to be the couch potato. STOP MOVING THE BIG SACK.
Ok, I’m getting the crick in my neck again and yeah, like they say, a pain in the neck !!! Can’t believe I am writing this as I am waiting for my boyfriend to come to settle the damn internet and phone line problems… See what I mean bout me hating all these?! (BIGGEST SIGH EVER MADE)
Dec 5, 2010
The Ridiculous Ones
I seldom go back to my parents house. Whenever I do, I tend to hear something bad from my parents. But, no, it’s nothing about my family. It’s something bout someone else. Ok, mom may be a gossiper but hey, what do you expect an elderly to do to pass their time?
Now here’s the thing. The house may belong to you, but do the road outside where places are available for parking belongs to you as well or is it just another public place? My neighbourhood, thinks that it all belongs to them as long as it’s near their house. If someone else parks their car at their “space”, they would come knocking at your door early in the morning and go, “Is that your car at the space next to my house?” *Nod* *Nod* “Remove your car. It’s my place and it’s a pain having others to park at my space.” Tell me now, what do you think of this? This is the second time one of the neighbour comes knocking at the door telling my mom that. The first was even worse and it happened years ago. We weren’t at good terms with the family anymore since they were such a pain in the ass.
The first time goes like this, the son, who graduates at degree or whatever (when the aunty was in good term with my mom, she brags about how great her kids were, so I hear stories), comes to my house (back then I stayed at home a lot) in the noon and started talking rudely to my mom who was outside doing laundry or something. My dad and I was taking a nap in the hall (bad habit =.=) and the noise woke me and my dad. Dad with his temper came out defending my mom and scolds the hell of the guy. Hey, you could ask nicely before being an ass. The guy went off, comes back again with his mom this time and the old hag started shooting her mouth off. I, being irritated at someone attacking my parents rudely, started scolding them along. There you were, showing bad examples and you tells my mom how good your son was? Like mother like son, both being an ass despite the good education. Lesson learnt, educated people are always an asshole since they have the mind-set of Oh-I’m-So-Damned-Smart-So-I’ve-All-The-Right-To-Be-Rude-To-Uneducated-Asses. Kiss my ass first, will ya?
What is wrong with the people nowadays who keeps claiming that spot is theirs? When the first incident happened, I had such good minds to poison their dogs but heck, I loved animals (though I’m afraid of dogs, yes, I admit that). I ain’t no saint but you don’t have to be an ass,ya know? Be good to your neighbours since you won’t know when you will need their help one fine day. Be an ass and everyone will turn a deaf ear towards you. Just like what I did when the first family were in trouble once. Parents were not at home but I was, I shut the door when I hear trouble, despite knowing I could help.
Aug 1, 2010
A Mistaken One
Everything seems so peaceful, so beautiful, so serene
But it was only watching from afar
It has nothing to do with all these
All those while, it was the one
It's not beautiful, it's not peaceful
It's constantly clouded by the wrongs
How can it not be when it was the one
Not being able to do anything
It was left aside without noticed
Anger, confusion, rejection, anxiety
What more could it feel
Sitting in the circle that is not complete
Trying to pretend that it was in a perfect cycle
It was only watching silently
It's a mistake
A total mistake in whatever it does
It's a mistake
A total mistake in whatever it chose
Even in its very existence
That it knows could not even be erased
It will continue to exist
Exist unknown by anything at all
But it was only watching from afar
It has nothing to do with all these
All those while, it was the one
It's not beautiful, it's not peaceful
It's constantly clouded by the wrongs
How can it not be when it was the one
Not being able to do anything
It was left aside without noticed
Anger, confusion, rejection, anxiety
What more could it feel
Sitting in the circle that is not complete
Trying to pretend that it was in a perfect cycle
It was only watching silently
It's a mistake
A total mistake in whatever it does
It's a mistake
A total mistake in whatever it chose
Even in its very existence
That it knows could not even be erased
It will continue to exist
Exist unknown by anything at all
Jul 10, 2010
What Just Happened ?
I know I am supposed to work on my assignments and stuff... But as I was browsing through for references to my work, I came across this site, Apartheid Fort New Zealand and whatever that is posted inside, just made me went, oh wait, what just happened to the world ? Well, news of two teenagers heartlessly bludgeoning a defenseless seal as well as tourists getting killed in NZ? Bestiality and child porn for "relaxation"? The land of kiwis are definitely something !
Best title I came across was, How Dangerous is New Zealand for Asian, women, children? I ain't gonna click on that title to read the content and needless to say, although we know that 2012 would most likely be the end of the world, I don't want to end my life faster with the heart attacks that I will get from reading bout it. If we live through 2012, I'm taking New Zealand out of my list to visit someday.
Yes, I know that there is always a good and bad thing wherever you go. If I'm not mistaken, this should be around Scotland region or maybe in UK itself, I can't remember. But hey, you'd wanna go there with some extra securities since there was incidents of robbers that would rob anyone and to end it, they slice open your mouth like how Joker (Heath Ledger) in Batman is. It's sort of like a ritual or something that I've read about and hey, it freaks anyone out.
I'll definitely have to think twice of the places that I'd like to visit in the future when I've got the money or when we survives 2012...
Best title I came across was, How Dangerous is New Zealand for Asian, women, children? I ain't gonna click on that title to read the content and needless to say, although we know that 2012 would most likely be the end of the world, I don't want to end my life faster with the heart attacks that I will get from reading bout it. If we live through 2012, I'm taking New Zealand out of my list to visit someday.
Yes, I know that there is always a good and bad thing wherever you go. If I'm not mistaken, this should be around Scotland region or maybe in UK itself, I can't remember. But hey, you'd wanna go there with some extra securities since there was incidents of robbers that would rob anyone and to end it, they slice open your mouth like how Joker (Heath Ledger) in Batman is. It's sort of like a ritual or something that I've read about and hey, it freaks anyone out.
I'll definitely have to think twice of the places that I'd like to visit in the future when I've got the money or when we survives 2012...
Jul 6, 2010
The Ugly Creature
Recently in my journey of life, I've come to know a new type of creature that when it laughs, it sounded like a freaking hyena. It never ceases to annoy the shit out of everyone and makes people hate it. Of course, its habitat is truly a disgusting place that no human could bear to go near it for one would just vomit instantly at the smell of it.
Whatever it is, I’d never want to find out about it since when it opened its mouth, vulgar words were spewed and it will stop at no cost to tie its partner down. Yes, no matter what it takes, it will make the partner suffer and yet, it does it in a smart way so that the partner does not know but assuming that the suffering was brought upon the partner by its own self instead of the other creature. It’s definitely a total self pawn.
Well, that was just my filthy imagination but yes, its description was bits of people that I take here and there and even myself. But, the hell, to think that humans can even has such disgusting nature. You can’t blame me for wanting the end of the world to be real and if it is, I’d wish for it to happen faster than you can imagine.
Life has been tormenting me lately and plus all the additional craps that idiotic people gives, it never helps to brighten my day even more. How stupid and inconsiderate can they be? How lifeless can they be? How annoying and irritating can they be? How much more pain must they give before I truly explodes in front of their face? Now, that is one thing that one would give its all to not see me explode. I swear to you, dear god, if I do, please close both your eyes.
Whatever it is, I’d never want to find out about it since when it opened its mouth, vulgar words were spewed and it will stop at no cost to tie its partner down. Yes, no matter what it takes, it will make the partner suffer and yet, it does it in a smart way so that the partner does not know but assuming that the suffering was brought upon the partner by its own self instead of the other creature. It’s definitely a total self pawn.
Well, that was just my filthy imagination but yes, its description was bits of people that I take here and there and even myself. But, the hell, to think that humans can even has such disgusting nature. You can’t blame me for wanting the end of the world to be real and if it is, I’d wish for it to happen faster than you can imagine.
Life has been tormenting me lately and plus all the additional craps that idiotic people gives, it never helps to brighten my day even more. How stupid and inconsiderate can they be? How lifeless can they be? How annoying and irritating can they be? How much more pain must they give before I truly explodes in front of their face? Now, that is one thing that one would give its all to not see me explode. I swear to you, dear god, if I do, please close both your eyes.
Jun 20, 2010
Screw You
It doesn't matter what the video clip is like. But it does show my feelings towards you. It's more than enough already. I couldn't express myself directly and I do not know why but honestly, I'm being kind enough just to tell you screw you instead of literally... fuck you, honey, fuck you.
Go find the fucking lyrics yourself. I've had enough of doing everything and people just takes me for granted. I've my own limits and if you are not going to do your own shits, I'm not gonna pack it for you and I'm gonna give you more shits to take with. Don't make me go to the extreme of making your life more miserable than it is already. The lousy World Cup has already made me freaking miserable as it's so unpredictable, refs all high on something and being bribed or whatever and being in our country time zone, it doesn't help by showing the last match of the day at 2:30am.
I wish you would just disappear from my sights and I even regretted knowing you. You're the biggest disappointment ever and you're totally messed up. I wish I could do that David Copperfield magic on you. You know, that Statue of Liberty disappearing act ? That would be nice. But, minus the showing back part of course.
If you think I'm talking about you, go ahead and think so and don't bother asking me why and who or whatever stupidest questions you can come out with. I just have had enough of you. Stop growing weeds on your head, stop growing marijuana in your brain. You're already stupid enough with your attitudes and actions. I don't need another retard here.
Go find the fucking lyrics yourself. I've had enough of doing everything and people just takes me for granted. I've my own limits and if you are not going to do your own shits, I'm not gonna pack it for you and I'm gonna give you more shits to take with. Don't make me go to the extreme of making your life more miserable than it is already. The lousy World Cup has already made me freaking miserable as it's so unpredictable, refs all high on something and being bribed or whatever and being in our country time zone, it doesn't help by showing the last match of the day at 2:30am.
I wish you would just disappear from my sights and I even regretted knowing you. You're the biggest disappointment ever and you're totally messed up. I wish I could do that David Copperfield magic on you. You know, that Statue of Liberty disappearing act ? That would be nice. But, minus the showing back part of course.
If you think I'm talking about you, go ahead and think so and don't bother asking me why and who or whatever stupidest questions you can come out with. I just have had enough of you. Stop growing weeds on your head, stop growing marijuana in your brain. You're already stupid enough with your attitudes and actions. I don't need another retard here.
Apr 29, 2010
I Lost It Already !
In terms of me going back to studies, scarifies must be made... Money.
It sucked big time when I've totally gotten used to the luxury of getting pampered, massage, good foods, good entertainment, always have time to socialize and I don't get worried of not having money because when I worked, I knew that I will eventually have money next month. Owing some bills for a month is not good but at least I can pay up on the minimum payment. Now, I can't even afford to do that anymore!
Just what have I gotten myself into? I became more seclusive, more angry, more easily irritated, and I keep brooding over how pathetic I've become ! Wow, talk bout in depression. More or less, I used to be the one that can be depended on and a quite independent woman because I got my great "Money" Armor. Now I feel like a defenseless one because I chose to throw it off ! Good grief...
So, you, you and you out there, don't come up and tell me that money ain't everything because... I want to eat ! How can you tell one that loves to eat not to eat just like how can you make a cow graze the grass if it doesn't want to? I don't care if you can diet or have the strongest will power to resist good foods. I don't need to because I have good metabolism rate and I digest foods fast enough and my body figure has been maintained at the same weight for years! (Well, I'm not that proud with it but it's all right)
Oh man, all my food adventures are gone and it was and still is my core of happiness... Working is a choice, but, I'm already feeling really lost with the assignments after years of not touching a darn study book and it takes a lot of my time to do even one stupid tutorial questions. Much less an assignment question !
As quoted by Uncle Leon, FML !!
It sucked big time when I've totally gotten used to the luxury of getting pampered, massage, good foods, good entertainment, always have time to socialize and I don't get worried of not having money because when I worked, I knew that I will eventually have money next month. Owing some bills for a month is not good but at least I can pay up on the minimum payment. Now, I can't even afford to do that anymore!
Just what have I gotten myself into? I became more seclusive, more angry, more easily irritated, and I keep brooding over how pathetic I've become ! Wow, talk bout in depression. More or less, I used to be the one that can be depended on and a quite independent woman because I got my great "Money" Armor. Now I feel like a defenseless one because I chose to throw it off ! Good grief...
So, you, you and you out there, don't come up and tell me that money ain't everything because... I want to eat ! How can you tell one that loves to eat not to eat just like how can you make a cow graze the grass if it doesn't want to? I don't care if you can diet or have the strongest will power to resist good foods. I don't need to because I have good metabolism rate and I digest foods fast enough and my body figure has been maintained at the same weight for years! (Well, I'm not that proud with it but it's all right)
Oh man, all my food adventures are gone and it was and still is my core of happiness... Working is a choice, but, I'm already feeling really lost with the assignments after years of not touching a darn study book and it takes a lot of my time to do even one stupid tutorial questions. Much less an assignment question !
As quoted by Uncle Leon, FML !!
Apr 24, 2010
You need to Learn Communication too !
I was totally speechless when I heard the news from the one in charge of the PTPTN in my college... My name wasn't in the acceptance list together with one of my mate. Needless to say, I was disappointed and angry after that. Walking out from the room, I tried to process what was being said by the woman.
"Your mate already knows that her name wasn't in the list as well together with yours and I already told her to see me on Monday." That's what she said. (The woman in charge of PTPTN in my college)
My anger bubbled to the point that I need to do hit something...REAL HARD... I did feel that I am ready to kill, literally...
That BITCH (my mate) NEVER freaking bothered to inform me about the results and that incompetent woman who was in charge of PTPTN, NEVER BOTHERED to even inform us STUDENTS WHO PAID FOR THE FEES TO STUDY IN THE POOR COLLEGE OF OUR LOAN RESULTS WHICH IN THE END WILL GO BACK INTO THEIR POCKET AS THEIR SALARY... It really pisses me off big time and two of my other mates were kind enough to give me words of support.
I knew that I was supposed to check on the web on 22nd April on our loan results but try as I may, I couldn't find the damn page that says LOAN RESULT or ANY DAMN SHIT LIKE THAT. So, I thought, why not go and check tomorrow before class? Being late which I admit was my fault but getting known of the details like TOO FREAKING LATE? FOR FUCK SAKES!! I've submitted all my details and DONE EVERYTHING AS INSTRUCTED BY THAT INCOMPETENT WOMAN 2 WEEKS BEFORE MY CLASS BEGINS!! She dare tells me that the PTPTN side didn't receive my application and for Christ sakes! I gave the damned documents to them for a fucking reason! NOT FOR THEIR FUCKING KEEPSAKES!! They should have submitted on our behalf or something if ANY FUCKING MISTAKES COMES UP! ISN'T THAT WHY PEOPLE HIRE YOU TO BE IN CHARGE OF THE DAMN THING?! Their inability to inform us students of anything in a proper manner really have me doubting their capabilities and I had half a mind to tell them to go and learn BASIC COMMUNICATION, GODDAMNIT... YOUR MESSAGE DID NOT MANAGE TO GET THROUGH TO YOUR RECEIVER AND YOU DID NOT BOTHER TO ENSURE THAT YOUR RECEIVER FULLY UNDERSTANDS IT.
Seriously, just because we are students and you think that you are in some office position in the college and you're like someone in charge big time there therefore you do not bother to inform ? What fuckery is this? Even a simple lecturer missing a class, another incompetent woman who was in charge of my course just went and INFORM DA BITCH face to face and KNOWING THAT DAMNEDGODFORSAKEN BITCH who has issues with me (presumably since she doesn't bother to talk to me and talks with sarcastic and miss know it all tones towards us) SHE DOES NOT BOTHER TO INFORM!
Imagine if my other mates forgot to inform me and I showed up to an empty class or finding out once I've reached the college. Wow, and yet the incompetent woman who was in charge of our course CLAIMS THAT ANYTHING IMPORTANT SHE WILL CALL OR EMAIL US. Oh wait, I guess that lecturer can't make it to a class is not important for the students so that the students can waste their time coming and going back after finding out there is no class or supports the student to waste the parents money by telling students to go play truant or whatever? I guess the only person that she will be bothered to call or email is the students parents if the students did not show up for class 3 times and ended up getting barred from exam. This is what they only knows how to do. So what about students like me, who PAY OFF EVERYTHING BY HERSELF AND IS THE ONE IN CHARGE OF HER OWN STUDY AND LIFE AND NOT THE PARENTS? IGNORED AND TAKE THE MONEY HAPPILY?
I just started off in a college, with high hopes of finishing my lousy diploma so I can get along with my life and this is what I get for picking a lousy college located in PJ states? You know, I will never be bothered to write this angry blog if things work out perfectly fine despites the incompetency of their organization. But my monetary supply gets cut off? This is a big mistake... Don't bother telling me to go ask for money from my parents or whatever. Have you no shame asking them for money when you are way over the age of asking and considering their age, you still want them to worry? Shameless and spoiled brat you are if you do so.
People out there, make sure you choose the right college to enter and check out their systems before you enter. Don't make your parents worry about you since they are the ones who pay for everything.
"Your mate already knows that her name wasn't in the list as well together with yours and I already told her to see me on Monday." That's what she said. (The woman in charge of PTPTN in my college)
My anger bubbled to the point that I need to do hit something...REAL HARD... I did feel that I am ready to kill, literally...
That BITCH (my mate) NEVER freaking bothered to inform me about the results and that incompetent woman who was in charge of PTPTN, NEVER BOTHERED to even inform us STUDENTS WHO PAID FOR THE FEES TO STUDY IN THE POOR COLLEGE OF OUR LOAN RESULTS WHICH IN THE END WILL GO BACK INTO THEIR POCKET AS THEIR SALARY... It really pisses me off big time and two of my other mates were kind enough to give me words of support.
I knew that I was supposed to check on the web on 22nd April on our loan results but try as I may, I couldn't find the damn page that says LOAN RESULT or ANY DAMN SHIT LIKE THAT. So, I thought, why not go and check tomorrow before class? Being late which I admit was my fault but getting known of the details like TOO FREAKING LATE? FOR FUCK SAKES!! I've submitted all my details and DONE EVERYTHING AS INSTRUCTED BY THAT INCOMPETENT WOMAN 2 WEEKS BEFORE MY CLASS BEGINS!! She dare tells me that the PTPTN side didn't receive my application and for Christ sakes! I gave the damned documents to them for a fucking reason! NOT FOR THEIR FUCKING KEEPSAKES!! They should have submitted on our behalf or something if ANY FUCKING MISTAKES COMES UP! ISN'T THAT WHY PEOPLE HIRE YOU TO BE IN CHARGE OF THE DAMN THING?! Their inability to inform us students of anything in a proper manner really have me doubting their capabilities and I had half a mind to tell them to go and learn BASIC COMMUNICATION, GODDAMNIT... YOUR MESSAGE DID NOT MANAGE TO GET THROUGH TO YOUR RECEIVER AND YOU DID NOT BOTHER TO ENSURE THAT YOUR RECEIVER FULLY UNDERSTANDS IT.
Seriously, just because we are students and you think that you are in some office position in the college and you're like someone in charge big time there therefore you do not bother to inform ? What fuckery is this? Even a simple lecturer missing a class, another incompetent woman who was in charge of my course just went and INFORM DA BITCH face to face and KNOWING THAT DAMNEDGODFORSAKEN BITCH who has issues with me (presumably since she doesn't bother to talk to me and talks with sarcastic and miss know it all tones towards us) SHE DOES NOT BOTHER TO INFORM!
Imagine if my other mates forgot to inform me and I showed up to an empty class or finding out once I've reached the college. Wow, and yet the incompetent woman who was in charge of our course CLAIMS THAT ANYTHING IMPORTANT SHE WILL CALL OR EMAIL US. Oh wait, I guess that lecturer can't make it to a class is not important for the students so that the students can waste their time coming and going back after finding out there is no class or supports the student to waste the parents money by telling students to go play truant or whatever? I guess the only person that she will be bothered to call or email is the students parents if the students did not show up for class 3 times and ended up getting barred from exam. This is what they only knows how to do. So what about students like me, who PAY OFF EVERYTHING BY HERSELF AND IS THE ONE IN CHARGE OF HER OWN STUDY AND LIFE AND NOT THE PARENTS? IGNORED AND TAKE THE MONEY HAPPILY?
I just started off in a college, with high hopes of finishing my lousy diploma so I can get along with my life and this is what I get for picking a lousy college located in PJ states? You know, I will never be bothered to write this angry blog if things work out perfectly fine despites the incompetency of their organization. But my monetary supply gets cut off? This is a big mistake... Don't bother telling me to go ask for money from my parents or whatever. Have you no shame asking them for money when you are way over the age of asking and considering their age, you still want them to worry? Shameless and spoiled brat you are if you do so.
People out there, make sure you choose the right college to enter and check out their systems before you enter. Don't make your parents worry about you since they are the ones who pay for everything.
Mar 26, 2010
What a Joke !
KUALA LUMPUR — Tenaga Nasional Berhad (TNB), Malaysia’s premier energy provider today announced that they were taking legal action against the World Wildlife Foundation (WWF) for organising the Earth Hour, a global movement that makes a stand against climate change by turning off all non-essential lights and electrical equipment for an hour every year.
In a Press conference, TNB president and CEO Dato’ Sri Che Khalib Mohd Noh said that the annual worldwide symbolic gesture, which this year would be observed this Saturday at 8.30pm, is nothing more than an ‘arrogant and thoughtless viral movement’ aimed to hurt power companies such as TNB.
CHE KHALIB: These people are inconsiderate
“Obviously these green-minded fellows think they’re really cute, organising such an irresponsible campaign,” said Che Khalib angrily. “They say ‘turn off your lights for an hour’ and people do. I bet that really makes them feel all powerful.
“What these western colonialists fail to grasp is how such drastic action affects the poor companies like us. One hour of unused electricity means an hour of wastage for TNB. Did you know that last year’s Earth Hour costed us millions in unrealised revenue?” asked Che Khalib, seething.
“How do you think that affected our production? We couldn’t exactly turn off our power plants just because a large number of Malaysians turn off their lights at the same time. So imagine all that wasted energy.
“This year, we expect even more people to fall for this global con-job,” added Che Khalib. “So there’ll be more lights turned off. KL alone would be engulfed in darkness. Yes, sure, it may seem fun to some, running around in complete darkness. But that also means TNB would get less money. Tell me, what am I supposed to say to the kids of this electrical technician when we can’t give bonus this year?” asked Che Khalib, as he pointed to a TNB staff manning the lights for the Press conference.
He added, “In light of such inconsiderate actions by these tree huggers, TNB has no choice but to take legal action against the Earth Hour organizers, WWF. We’ll wait for our accountants to come back with the loss figure after this year’s Earth Hour, and we plan to sue them for that same amount. We may even add a hundred million ringgit or so, to teach them a lesson.”
Che Khalib also reminded Malaysians to ignore the Earth Hour, calling it a ‘cultural invasion, a concerted assault by extreme liberal forces aimed to destabilize poorer nations’.
“We are Malaysians, and we should be proud of our lights. Every night we should go out and see the beautiful sparkling lights in our city skylines. Don’t be ashamed of the lights,” said Che Khalib, as he unveiled a set of pictures showing the Petronas Twin Towers and the surrounding buildings consequently going dark during last year’s Earth Hour.
DARK TIMES: KLCC buildings going dark last year
“See this? See how ugly, gloomy and dark the last picture is? God knows how many people tripped over things and hurt themselves in the complete darkness, not to mention the number of bad people going around doing naughty things, knowing the authorities could not see them.
“Let’s reverse the order of these pictures this year, and fight for the rights to our lights,” continued Che Khalib. “Let’s unite as 1Malaysia, and tell these green terrorists that we will not go dark! We will not switch off! Let’s tell them that we love our lights!
“POWERRR… EXTREME!” he screamed, as powerful clusters of foglamps flooded the conference room with ultra-bright and hot light, temporarily blinding everyone present, and signaling the end of the Press conference.
** Plucked from http://nose4news.wordpress.com/2010/03/25/tnb-to-sue-wwf-over-earth-hour/
Seriously, I don't bother placing the pictures here. I just find the article itself is hilarious enough. If this article is true, then our country, Malaysia, electric provide company, Tenaga National Berhad, is a real joke by supporting the end of the world. But... let's face it...
In a Press conference, TNB president and CEO Dato’ Sri Che Khalib Mohd Noh said that the annual worldwide symbolic gesture, which this year would be observed this Saturday at 8.30pm, is nothing more than an ‘arrogant and thoughtless viral movement’ aimed to hurt power companies such as TNB.
CHE KHALIB: These people are inconsiderate
“Obviously these green-minded fellows think they’re really cute, organising such an irresponsible campaign,” said Che Khalib angrily. “They say ‘turn off your lights for an hour’ and people do. I bet that really makes them feel all powerful.
“What these western colonialists fail to grasp is how such drastic action affects the poor companies like us. One hour of unused electricity means an hour of wastage for TNB. Did you know that last year’s Earth Hour costed us millions in unrealised revenue?” asked Che Khalib, seething.
“How do you think that affected our production? We couldn’t exactly turn off our power plants just because a large number of Malaysians turn off their lights at the same time. So imagine all that wasted energy.
“This year, we expect even more people to fall for this global con-job,” added Che Khalib. “So there’ll be more lights turned off. KL alone would be engulfed in darkness. Yes, sure, it may seem fun to some, running around in complete darkness. But that also means TNB would get less money. Tell me, what am I supposed to say to the kids of this electrical technician when we can’t give bonus this year?” asked Che Khalib, as he pointed to a TNB staff manning the lights for the Press conference.
He added, “In light of such inconsiderate actions by these tree huggers, TNB has no choice but to take legal action against the Earth Hour organizers, WWF. We’ll wait for our accountants to come back with the loss figure after this year’s Earth Hour, and we plan to sue them for that same amount. We may even add a hundred million ringgit or so, to teach them a lesson.”
Che Khalib also reminded Malaysians to ignore the Earth Hour, calling it a ‘cultural invasion, a concerted assault by extreme liberal forces aimed to destabilize poorer nations’.
“We are Malaysians, and we should be proud of our lights. Every night we should go out and see the beautiful sparkling lights in our city skylines. Don’t be ashamed of the lights,” said Che Khalib, as he unveiled a set of pictures showing the Petronas Twin Towers and the surrounding buildings consequently going dark during last year’s Earth Hour.
DARK TIMES: KLCC buildings going dark last year
“See this? See how ugly, gloomy and dark the last picture is? God knows how many people tripped over things and hurt themselves in the complete darkness, not to mention the number of bad people going around doing naughty things, knowing the authorities could not see them.
“Let’s reverse the order of these pictures this year, and fight for the rights to our lights,” continued Che Khalib. “Let’s unite as 1Malaysia, and tell these green terrorists that we will not go dark! We will not switch off! Let’s tell them that we love our lights!
“POWERRR… EXTREME!” he screamed, as powerful clusters of foglamps flooded the conference room with ultra-bright and hot light, temporarily blinding everyone present, and signaling the end of the Press conference.
** Plucked from http://nose4news.wordpress.com/2010/03/25/tnb-to-sue-wwf-over-earth-hour/
Seriously, I don't bother placing the pictures here. I just find the article itself is hilarious enough. If this article is true, then our country, Malaysia, electric provide company, Tenaga National Berhad, is a real joke by supporting the end of the world. But... let's face it...
Mar 7, 2010
The Banks, The ID
Honestly, ever since the new ID with the chip was introduced, it's been a hassle to almost everyone since ,like me, wanting to open a new bank account for instance, you need to have a NEW workable ID chip and so that those lousy bank tellers won't just go and tell you, "No, it's not gonna be detectable. Please go and renew your ID and come back later." at one glance without even bother trying to see if your ID is detectable. Not to mention those banks probably have lousy card readers that can't detect those first batch ID with the chip.
Even renewing the ID is a hassle for everyone. The long ass queue especially if they only have 2 or 3 counter opens. Efficiency huh? Yeah right. I'm the master of complaining here. Imagine what happens if I'm a stock broker. I'll be counting every single second as losing out thousands of money! Well, obviously even the old saying even said that, "Time is precious." or "Time and tide waits for no man." isn't? So why make us waste our precious golden time?!
Oh by the way, I gave up my pain in the ass job with some pain in the ass people finally (it's been more than a month since then)and I've confirmed to go back to college! I know, for my age, it's a tad embarrassing maybe but hey, never to late to achieve one's dream, right? Better late than never? Well, may not be able to get used to it without a decent income every month but, there's always a new challenge in a new day. That makes the fun part of life for me. Better than the old dull me who spent 2 years working in a "lost world".
Even renewing the ID is a hassle for everyone. The long ass queue especially if they only have 2 or 3 counter opens. Efficiency huh? Yeah right. I'm the master of complaining here. Imagine what happens if I'm a stock broker. I'll be counting every single second as losing out thousands of money! Well, obviously even the old saying even said that, "Time is precious." or "Time and tide waits for no man." isn't? So why make us waste our precious golden time?!
Oh by the way, I gave up my pain in the ass job with some pain in the ass people finally (it's been more than a month since then)and I've confirmed to go back to college! I know, for my age, it's a tad embarrassing maybe but hey, never to late to achieve one's dream, right? Better late than never? Well, may not be able to get used to it without a decent income every month but, there's always a new challenge in a new day. That makes the fun part of life for me. Better than the old dull me who spent 2 years working in a "lost world".
Nov 9, 2009
Weekend Buster
First weekend of November :
I can't really remember what we did over the weekend, but it was quite a blast. Boyfriend and I headed over to Jaya One for dinner before meeting up Dylan and Mel for our outing session. With the raining spell around constantly, I decided to go for steamboats, thus, bringing us over to Fireman restaurant. Foods there are just normal with very little choice. Per person it costs about RM30 (it's a buffet style restaurant). Designs are too simple and basically nothing attracts over there! But, little do we know that around 9:30pm, the restaurant dimmed their lights and suddenly played the Final Countdown song loudly. Curiously, I looked down at a mini stage (yup, its two floor and I was on top).
A man, shirtless, went to the stage with two baton, twirling it around, dips it into a bucket of something, and lights it up. There's actually a SHOW! Here's a video to show but, sorry bout my excited voice lol. I just can't help going nuts since it's not always I see a show around like these.
Like I said, I can't really write much bout the first weekend as I've forgotten almost everything. But it's slightly different with last weekend.
Second weekend of November:
Tracy and I planned for a group outing among the colleagues for Friday night, but in the end, it turns out only Cindy and Jit Kong joining. I got used to these type of scenarios. I asked Mel to join last minute and as long as it's all about Hoegarrden at Envy, Solaris KL, everything is fine with her and she's happy. Boyfriend was supposed to hang out with Darren and Alex somewhere else but apparently Darren didn't show up, so, boyfriend ended up joining me as well.
When we reached Envy, the first thing that caught my eye was a dance on the glass bridge. (For those that has never been to Envy Club, the design was similar to MOS)A group of 4 girls, be it hired or not, was dancing on that bridge, with two of them wearing skirts. Mel, Cindy and I kept going back and forth trying to catch a glimpse of the underwear (yes I know it's crazy and weird) and it's both WHITE! I keep cracking up when the girls came down to dance after awhile. Some uncle just joined into the group and started dirty dancing with them. I just watched the entire scene and kept laughing. It was a great mamak session after drinking there.
On Saturday itself, Shireen asked boyfriend and I out to hang around (SURPRISE! BAKUTEH princess actually called us out!)Before that, boyfriend and I headed to Low Yat, KL as my ex colleagues has a roadshow there. As much as I hated KL (traffic, the crowds there) I still visit them as I missed them much. After getting stuck in traffic for about an hour or so (pisses me off since the air cond just have to breakdown at the moment...), we finally managed to park our car at the most expensive car park area there. The visit was just a brief one as they are all busy. Boyfriend and I ended up walking around in Low Yat looking for stuffs. At the end of the day, I almost threw a tantrum and demanded to go back home. Yes, that is how much I hated KL. After a year or so of not stepping my foot at KL, I got all angry again for going there.
It was a blessing when we finally reached Bangsar Shopping Complex to meet up with Shireen for dinner and drink. Went over to Twenty One Tables and Terrace (branch of TwentyOne Kitchen in Changkat Bukit Bintang) for dinner but ended up just drinking as they have just opened that place on Nov 5th and menu for foods were very limited. I was surprised to see one of my high school friend working there as a Management Trainee. Did a little catch up and headed over to Chilies for dinner after making a reservation to go back for a drink again. Second round at TwentyOne Tables and Terrace finds us with me, meeting a friend who was part of the architect team for that place and Mel came over with Dylan after her fateful meeting with the future in law. Syndie and David even showed up after having a family night. It was a freezer there but the design and music just makes me relaxed and happy. Needless to say, I love these places MOAR compared to blardy hot and stuffy KL. That place was designed simple but stylish enough for people to enjoy. No pictures available as I've given up taking pictures lately. To get a rough picture of it, lookie here :
http://www.drbar.asia/
TwentyOne Tables and Terrace,
3rd Floor, (facing main road)
Bangsar Shopping Complex.
Penning out from this long talk now!
I can't really remember what we did over the weekend, but it was quite a blast. Boyfriend and I headed over to Jaya One for dinner before meeting up Dylan and Mel for our outing session. With the raining spell around constantly, I decided to go for steamboats, thus, bringing us over to Fireman restaurant. Foods there are just normal with very little choice. Per person it costs about RM30 (it's a buffet style restaurant). Designs are too simple and basically nothing attracts over there! But, little do we know that around 9:30pm, the restaurant dimmed their lights and suddenly played the Final Countdown song loudly. Curiously, I looked down at a mini stage (yup, its two floor and I was on top).
A man, shirtless, went to the stage with two baton, twirling it around, dips it into a bucket of something, and lights it up. There's actually a SHOW! Here's a video to show but, sorry bout my excited voice lol. I just can't help going nuts since it's not always I see a show around like these.
Like I said, I can't really write much bout the first weekend as I've forgotten almost everything. But it's slightly different with last weekend.
Second weekend of November:
Tracy and I planned for a group outing among the colleagues for Friday night, but in the end, it turns out only Cindy and Jit Kong joining. I got used to these type of scenarios. I asked Mel to join last minute and as long as it's all about Hoegarrden at Envy, Solaris KL, everything is fine with her and she's happy. Boyfriend was supposed to hang out with Darren and Alex somewhere else but apparently Darren didn't show up, so, boyfriend ended up joining me as well.
When we reached Envy, the first thing that caught my eye was a dance on the glass bridge. (For those that has never been to Envy Club, the design was similar to MOS)A group of 4 girls, be it hired or not, was dancing on that bridge, with two of them wearing skirts. Mel, Cindy and I kept going back and forth trying to catch a glimpse of the underwear (yes I know it's crazy and weird) and it's both WHITE! I keep cracking up when the girls came down to dance after awhile. Some uncle just joined into the group and started dirty dancing with them. I just watched the entire scene and kept laughing. It was a great mamak session after drinking there.
On Saturday itself, Shireen asked boyfriend and I out to hang around (SURPRISE! BAKUTEH princess actually called us out!)Before that, boyfriend and I headed to Low Yat, KL as my ex colleagues has a roadshow there. As much as I hated KL (traffic, the crowds there) I still visit them as I missed them much. After getting stuck in traffic for about an hour or so (pisses me off since the air cond just have to breakdown at the moment...), we finally managed to park our car at the most expensive car park area there. The visit was just a brief one as they are all busy. Boyfriend and I ended up walking around in Low Yat looking for stuffs. At the end of the day, I almost threw a tantrum and demanded to go back home. Yes, that is how much I hated KL. After a year or so of not stepping my foot at KL, I got all angry again for going there.
It was a blessing when we finally reached Bangsar Shopping Complex to meet up with Shireen for dinner and drink. Went over to Twenty One Tables and Terrace (branch of TwentyOne Kitchen in Changkat Bukit Bintang) for dinner but ended up just drinking as they have just opened that place on Nov 5th and menu for foods were very limited. I was surprised to see one of my high school friend working there as a Management Trainee. Did a little catch up and headed over to Chilies for dinner after making a reservation to go back for a drink again. Second round at TwentyOne Tables and Terrace finds us with me, meeting a friend who was part of the architect team for that place and Mel came over with Dylan after her fateful meeting with the future in law. Syndie and David even showed up after having a family night. It was a freezer there but the design and music just makes me relaxed and happy. Needless to say, I love these places MOAR compared to blardy hot and stuffy KL. That place was designed simple but stylish enough for people to enjoy. No pictures available as I've given up taking pictures lately. To get a rough picture of it, lookie here :
http://www.drbar.asia/
TwentyOne Tables and Terrace,
3rd Floor, (facing main road)
Bangsar Shopping Complex.
Penning out from this long talk now!
May 27, 2009
You've Done It Again, TMNuts!
My feelings right now when I've been trying desperately to play Atlantica Online in the office...
This is how I feel when I am able to login...
(2 Minutes Later...)
Wait a minute...something is just not right...Why am I not moving? Why am I not healing?! NOOOOOOO!!!!
(5 Seconds Later)
FALCON PUNCH!!! YOU'VE DONE IT AGAIN TMNUTS AND THIS TIME IT'S GONNA BE WORSE!!
This is how I feel when I am able to login...
(2 Minutes Later...)
Wait a minute...something is just not right...Why am I not moving? Why am I not healing?! NOOOOOOO!!!!
(5 Seconds Later)
FALCON PUNCH!!! YOU'VE DONE IT AGAIN TMNUTS AND THIS TIME IT'S GONNA BE WORSE!!
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