The Lazy Me

I know I’ve been freaking lazy lately. I mean, what do you expect with all the holidays going on ? The most painful thing to do now is write for one of the class… Yes, write, no, I mean typed out work but it’s all about how to write news or features and it hurts my head. Blogging is different ! I don’t think what to write, I wrote what I think. It’s the other way round and nobody bosses me around on how and what to write about nor do I need to care who’s gonna read it or not. My eyes are threatening to close even as I type this out. It’s such a hot afternoon.

When I think of things that will hurt my head to even think of it, this particular song kept creeping into my brain and I’m actually starting to get annoyed with it though I liked the song in the first place. Yes, I liked it, ok ?

It’s pretty neat but now it makes me think of a monster that’s probably living within myself. I’m definitely making myself ugly…

It stretches out to you, reaching into the place,
You thought you had it locked, safely
It slithers into the depth, uncovering them,
You thought it was all forgotten, lost
It touches them, opening the door,
All the was locked, lost and hidden,
Was never locked, lost nor hidden…

～恋の雨～

Presenting, Toshinobu Kubota with 恋の雨 ! Ok, it’s called Koi No Ame in Romaji or translated it is, Love Rain ! From the song, you get the jolly jolly feeling. The 70-ish feeling. I like that. It’s definitely another one of the song in my top list of Jpop.

It’s sweet, it’s beautiful, it just makes you happy when you listened to it. It worked for me :)

久保田利伸の "LOVE RAIN ～恋の雨"
'Moon Lover' theme song
月の恋人主題歌(しゅだいか)

tomaranai ame ga koi ga fura seta ame ga
止まらない雨が 恋が降らせた雨が
futari wo kinou e kaesanai
ふたりを 昨日へ 帰さない

koori no kaze no mannaka wo hitori susunda umorenaiyou
氷の風の 真ん真ん中を ひとり進んだ 埋もれないよう
kogoeta hoo wo ima azukeyou sonote de hold me, baby
凍えた頬を 今あずけよう その手で Hold me, Baby
shizuka ni saita kirei na hana ni boku no kakugo ga me wokosuri dasu
静かに咲いた きれいな花に 僕の覚悟が 目をこすり出す
futari de ochita koi no mahou special lady kie naide
ふたりで落ちた 恋の魔法 Special Lady 消えないで

tsuki ni sotto mimamora reteru youna yawarakai uzu no naka
月にそっと見守られてるような やわらかい渦の中
mirai no shinwa ni kizamare souna monogatari tsukurou
未来の神話に刻まれそうな 物語作ろう

konomama kimi no mune ni tobi konda mama
このまま君の 胸に飛び込んだまま
ubaitai zutto namida mo sono hitomi mo
奪いたい ずっと 涙も その瞳も
tomaranai ame ga koi ga fura seta ame ga
止まらない雨が 恋が降らせた雨が
futari wo kinou e kaesanai
ふたりを 昨日へ 帰さない

Ooh wow in the Love Rain

hade na mujaki mo tamano yowane mo kobose aereba soko ni real love

派手な無邪気も たまの弱音も こぼせ合えれば そこにReal Love
kimi ga ayatsuru boku no kodou come on, lady furete mite
君が操る 僕の鼓動 Come on, Lady 触れてみて

maibyou maibyou tsuyoku naru ai to fueteku setsuna sawo
毎秒毎秒 強くなる愛と 増えてく切なさを
philly soul mourayami souna melody ni nose you
Philly Soulもうらやみそうな メロディに乗せよう

sakebitai kimi to sekai ni warawarete mo
叫びたい君と 世界に笑われても
akireta sono me ga boku no smile utsusu kara

呆れた その目が 僕のSmile映すから
atatakai ame ga o otsubu no jounetsu ga
あたたかい雨が 大粒の情熱が
futari no kiss wo hodo kanai
ふたりの Kissを ほどかない

omoi wo kasaneta mama ima flying around
想いを重ねたまま 今 Flying around
taisetsu na hitotsu igai subete sokoni oi te
大切なひとつ以外 すべて そこに置いて

konomama kimi no mune ni tobi konda mama
このまま君の 胸に飛び込んだまま
ubaitai zutto namida mo sono hitomi mo
奪いたい ずっと 涙も その瞳も
tomaranai ame ga koi ga fura seta ame ga
止まらない雨が 恋が降らせた雨が
futari wo kinou e kaesanai
ふたりを 昨日へ 帰さない

We're stuck in the Love Rain...
There's nobody else...

Listen to the song on a rainy day, Listen to the beat
Dance along to the music,
Your heart will flutter along with it and you will sing

Hello,Again~昔からある場所~

The word is Hello, Again ~ Mukashi kara Aru Basho (translated, it says: Hello, Again ~ A Place from Long Ago ~) On my list of Jpops, this is one of the song that has touched me the most with the MV and the lyrics of course. Oh, the singer is JUJU by the way :D

One slip of the hand, you will miss out the chance to see them
One single mistake, you will miss the chance to be with them
Keep the memories together forever
No matter when or where or what

~That’s my words~

Hello, Again～昔からある場所～ – JUJU

Itsumo kimi to machitsuzuketa kisetsu wa
いつも 君と 待ち続けた 季節は
Nanimo iwazu toorisugita
何も言わず 通り過ぎた
Ame wa kono machi ni furisosogu
雨はこの街に 降り注ぐ
Sukoshi no RIGURETTO to tsumi wo tsutsumikonde
少しの リグレットと罪を 包み込んで

Nakanai koto wo chikatta mama toki wa sugi
泣かないことを 誓ったまま 時は過ぎ
Itamu kokoro ni ki ga tzukazu ni boku wa hitori ni natta
痛む心に 気が付かずに 僕は一人になった

"Kioku no naka de zutto futari wa ikite ikeru"
「記憶の中で ずっと二人は 生きて行ける」
Kimi no koe ga ima mo mune ni hibikuyo sore wa ai ga samayou kage
君の声が 今も胸に響くよ それは愛が彷徨う影
Kimi wa sukoshi naita? Ano toki mienakatta
君は少し泣いた? あの時見えなかった

Jibun no genkai ga dokomade ka wo shiru tame ni
自分の限界が どこまでかを 知るために
Boku wa ikiteru wake jyanai
僕は生きてる訳じゃない

Dakedo atarashii tobira wo ake umi ni dereba
だけど 新しい扉を開け 海に出れば
Nami no kanata ni chanto "hate" wo kanjirareru
波の彼方に ちゃんと”果て”を感じられる

Boku wa kono te nobashite sora ni susumi kaze wo ukete
僕は この手伸ばして 空に進み 風を受けて
Ikite ikou dokoka de mata meguruyo tooi mukashi kara aru basho
生きて行こう どこかでまためぐるよ 遠い昔からある場所
Yoru no aide de sae kisetsu wa kawatte iku
夜の間でさえ 季節は変わって行く

Ame wa yagate agatteita
雨は やがて あがっていた

"Kioku no naka de zutto futari wa ikite ikeru"
「記憶の中で ずっと二人は 生きて行ける」
Kimi no koe ga ima mo mune ni hibikuyo sore wa ai ga samayou kage
君の声が 今も胸に響くよ それは愛が彷徨う影
Kimi wa sukoshi naita? Ano toki mienakatta
君は少し泣いた? あの時見えなかった

It’s beautiful isn’t judging from the MV ? I’m definitely warmed the first time I see this video and it gives butterflies to the stomach. Although I can’t fully read Japanese, but I get the rough idea from the words or phrases here and there. If you could help out to translate the lyrics, I would be grateful and it will be posted here.

Enjoy ~

New Semester !

Well, class has started and I'm on my second semester ! Congratulations to me! Whoopee!! I know it sounds crazy and you'll be like, hey, it's just your second sem, so why make a big fuss out of it ? Well, most didn't know that I never did finish my studies when I was in HELP college. I dropped out and I became a failure in life. Seems like things are taking a good turn for me in every single aspect. Family, relationship, studies and of course, no career.

I got what I wanted, I did what I wanted and I know I'm totally blessed with everything around me and I'm not boasting about it. Making it into the second semester for my studies is like taking a big leap in life. Just like my relationship. To be in the second year of my relationship with boyfriend, seriously I couldn't stop being amazed and cherishing every moment of it. My past relationships never lasts even more than a year ! The longest being, 10 months? My studies are just like that. Never even finish the first semester, never even sat for the exams and I left just like that.

What a stupid person. But then again, everyone has their time when they were naive, stupid and idiotic. I think mine has passed. Well, this song definitely inspired me even further :D



Hats off to you my man.

I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

Yeah, It's been a ride...
I guess I had to go to that place to get to this one
Now some of you might still be in that place
If you're trying to get out, just follow me
I'll get you there

It's Never Wrong

I see them together, smiling and cuddling
I yearn for your touch,
The forbidden touch that sends a thrill
The touch that leaves one weak

The fantasy that goes on in the mind
Leaves the body wanting yours even more
Leaves the mind wanting you even more
This is never wrong
But yet it's forsaken

The nights without you beside in the bed
The want to hear your soft breathing next to me
The want to feel your touch on me
I still remember what it feels like
When your hand touches mine
It leaves me wanting more

It's not supposed to be like this
It's not allowed to be even in the mind
But the touch that leaves the thrill up the spine
Makes me wonder what it feels like
To have you touching me

What would it take
To have you by my side
To hear you next to me
To have you touch me

to add in the feelings to this...

A Mistaken One

Everything seems so peaceful, so beautiful, so serene
But it was only watching from afar
It has nothing to do with all these
All those while, it was the one

It's not beautiful, it's not peaceful
It's constantly clouded by the wrongs
How can it not be when it was the one
Not being able to do anything
It was left aside without noticed

Anger, confusion, rejection, anxiety
What more could it feel
Sitting in the circle that is not complete
Trying to pretend that it was in a perfect cycle
It was only watching silently

It's a mistake
A total mistake in whatever it does
It's a mistake
A total mistake in whatever it chose
Even in its very existence
That it knows could not even be erased
It will continue to exist

Exist unknown by anything at all

Spoil It Please ?

It's not as tough as you see
All it needs is just a little crack
You can see it all clearly when it's stripped
All it wants was just a little touch
Was it so hard to keep the body warm with your touch ?

Even the strong ones may be strong for some reason
But at the end of it, if you touches it
It gives in as you warmed it with your simple touch
Don't be so hard on it, please

You gave the hope but you took it away
Making it feel that it was not needed at all
It doesn't know what you think when you never talk at all
A simple hello and a little touch was all it needed
To know that it was the least in your heart and mind

To have you touching and caressing it
That would be its biggest wish and hope
Yet it knows that this will not come true
If you do not even show a slightest hint of interest
What does it need to do, to have you look in its way even a little ?

Please look in its way
Please keep it warm with your touch and all
Spoil it please ?
It's a tough time to go on without the warmth

I'm Going and Not Missing It !

I am so going there and I hope it will be a blast for this one !!

Tots for the Day !

I'm totally in love with this song! No lyrics this time since I'm a tad lazy. It's Chinese New Year and you can't blame me for being lazy.

Better late than never right? Happy Chinese New Year everyone! All the best in health, love and wealth for this Tiger year!





At least this is the only Chinese New Year songs that I kinda enjoyed although I don't understand what they are singing about. I find the others a little...pain to the ear drums...