We Grieve, We Pray, We Remember

This month has not treated me any better than it should. All I can do is drown myself in my musics while working and at home, hug my little baby tightly. By now, the whole world are talking about the crash of MAS airplane MH0017. Hashtag #MH17 and #PrayForMH17 are going on wildly now at all social media. I have my own post on it as well, and this will be my blog post about it.

This year itself, MAS have suffered from the worst aviation incident ever, twice in a year. As we remember, it was the #MH370 which had tragically went missing and not found until now. Nights ago, on July 17th, slightly before midnight, news of MH0017 being shot down near or at Ukraine was all over the world. I couldn't be bothered with pesky news, I definitely wouldn't want to share the pictures.

People, here, I ask all of you to stop sharing those images and respect the privacy of those grieving families and leave them alone, especially you slobbing journalists. I know you people are trying to work, but people are hurting, they are grieving. So please give them a peace of mind, stop pestering these poor souls.

Here, a little short tribute to the lost souls on board:

All set,
Ready to go home,
Ready to go for holiday,
Ready to meet the loved ones,
Ready to spend memorable time with all,

Exhilarated with excitement,
Can't wait for the moment,
The next thing knew,
Everything went black.

Loved ones cried their hearts out,
The souls bleed,
The hearts cracked,
Millions grieved.

Pain stays, only to be numbed,
Prayers given,
Hope goes on,
Faith is that you finds it better to be with God,
Happily and merrily.

Memories were made,
It lives on when those that remember lives,
Memories will be passed on,
Memories will never fade,
We grieve, We pray and We will remember.

Moving On

Well, it was just the other day when our country Prime Minister announced that the plane MH370 is "lost" and "ended in the Southern Indian Ocean". Basically now all the hashtags in facebook and twitter has changed from #PrayForMH370 turned to #RememberingMH370. Following the announcement, the next day all the radio stations in Malaysia played sad and solemn songs as well as words and thoughts of the public is played live. Even the news announcer also read out the news with a sad voice. Or was it just me?

Irregardless, as this is an international case, media all around the world questioned the words of our Prime Minister, asking for evidence to support his statement that the plane is truly lost and all hope of survivors gone. A lot of people put a lot of hope in the search, still in hope for a sign of survival. Some denies the statement and some just go on as announced. I for one, could not be bothered about it, not because it has nothing to do with me. It's as simple as I still have a slight hope for miracle and IF there are no survivors, all I know is that God loves all the people in MH370 more than anyone else and they are with God. Of course, they will forever be remembered by everyone...

Believe me, it hurts to read about the news especially after finding out that there are toddlers in the flight and I, being a mother to an incredibly adorable daughter, aches for the parents and relatives because I couldn't bear to even imagine losing my daughter. NO, CUT THIS BLASPHEMOUS THOUGHT. That is beyond freaky. Worse than your worst nightmare.

Saying I know is definitely easier than done, but, life is all about moving on. Whether we like it or not, the world and time keeps going and moving without waiting for anyone. I do believe Every lost souls, even those not in the flight MH370, wishes their loved ones to move on and not dwell in grief, just mourn for a little while is fine. Again, I know it's difficult, not easy but we have to do so. I know how it feels so because I've been there and it hurts like a bitch but I have no choice but move on, because of a very simple reason... the dead ones don't come back...

Prayers and thoughts are with you and for you people out there suffering. Let's have a moment of silence for all of them...

It's the Life !

Pretty much everything has changed for me and I'd say, a hell lot of things changed in fact since the last post. Undeniably, I was lazy, now, I might as well a pick up my pace. I half considered closing this blog down and carry on with the new one elsewhere. That will be discovered soon. As of now, I'm going to keep on using this site for my blogs. Technically, for now, I'm lost at what to post, thus the constant delaying on updates. I'm no longer the one going out for parties and clubs or whats not. Rather, the life has gotten really dull. Maybe it's what most people say, part of the process of growing up and sacrificing for something else. 

 True enough, I am indeed sacrificing most of my time for something else. That's to be announced when it's all done :D On a side note, I'd like to point out to all that stop expecting party pictures,hot chicks, hot hunks or whats not in trend. I don't do trend. I set my own trend. Look at it this way, people are crazy about minions right now, here, in my country. Minions as in those mini yellow guy who speaks alien language in Despicable Me.

Yes, these little yellow guy in jumpers with goggles on. People rushes to McDonald's and queue up from midnight or whenever to it's open just to get their hands on these little guys. See what the crazy queue and traffic it caused? Both caught at different state in my country.

These two pictures is sourced from my friend, Shuffler Kenneth. Notice those long ass queue? I'm probably dead asleep while these people try to get their hands on the minion toy and throw the foods away, untouched. Now that's truly despicable. But, hurrah to these bunch of people! 

These guys collected the unwanted meals from those hobos that bought the the meal set for the minion toy and donate them to various homeless and orphanages. It seems like they have taken down their Facebook page or  I'm just purely lousy at looking up for people/group in Facebook. Whatever it is, if you don't eat them, give them to those who can't have proper meal, damn it. Don't go wasting foods and just cuz we're not living in Bosnia or Africa, doesn't give you all the damn right to waste foods. 

I Like You Like ?

Let’s face it, I know the name ain’t me and it’s seriously gay now that I look back at it again. I don’t know why I even bother letting it stick to me for so effin’ long and now, I’m taking it down and replacing a new one. Simple, no ?

Yes !! Imma changing the name of it since I got sick and tired of that old name. Why bother keeping one that annoys me the most ? I find almost everything annoys me easily lately… But, whatever it is, it is announced and It has been changed permanently !! Let the commencement to it begins !! Taa Daaaa !!!

What Just Happened ?

I know I am supposed to work on my assignments and stuff... But as I was browsing through for references to my work, I came across this site, Apartheid Fort New Zealand and whatever that is posted inside, just made me went, oh wait, what just happened to the world ? Well, news of two teenagers heartlessly bludgeoning a defenseless seal as well as tourists getting killed in NZ? Bestiality and child porn for "relaxation"? The land of kiwis are definitely something !

Best title I came across was, How Dangerous is New Zealand for Asian, women, children? I ain't gonna click on that title to read the content and needless to say, although we know that 2012 would most likely be the end of the world, I don't want to end my life faster with the heart attacks that I will get from reading bout it. If we live through 2012, I'm taking New Zealand out of my list to visit someday.

Yes, I know that there is always a good and bad thing wherever you go. If I'm not mistaken, this should be around Scotland region or maybe in UK itself, I can't remember. But hey, you'd wanna go there with some extra securities since there was incidents of robbers that would rob anyone and to end it, they slice open your mouth like how Joker (Heath Ledger) in Batman is. It's sort of like a ritual or something that I've read about and hey, it freaks anyone out.

I'll definitely have to think twice of the places that I'd like to visit in the future when I've got the money or when we survives 2012...

True or Not ?

I cracked when I see that even now our banks are giving a legal license to the debt collection company to "kill" in their own way. We all know fairly well that we've always placed the cops in our country under the category of 'LEGAL' ABUSER or something like that. Now, even banks ?

I just read the papers online and yeah, I feel sorry for the woman who lost her husband who died from heart attack, thanks to the debt collection company sending him 120 SMSes in a day asking him to pay up RM7,000 due to a credit card debt. What fuckery is this ? I mean hey, sometimes people just need time to pay their debts, you know? If no rooms are allowed to talk things out before actions, all hell break loose right ? Some conversation comes into my mind when I read the news and it's something like this ...

Debt Collector : Pay up or I'll bombard you with 120 SMSes a day till you freak out or die !
Man : No wait, let me explain first !! Have mercy !!
Debt Collector : Mercy ?! Who gives a crap about it ! I want money !
Man : Let me expla....
Debt Collector : No ! Be prepared to be bombarded by our SMSes !!

(Man's phone start to ring like mad, making man panic and killed him in the end)

Wife : YOU KILLED MY HUSBAND !!
Debt Collector : I didn't know he is this weak. Anyway, PAY UP!
Bank : Yes, please pay up or we will sue you.
Wife : But, YOU JUST KILLED MY HUSBAND !! (wails)

Technically, that's what that has been going through my brain after I read it. But hey, we will never know for sure if it's entirely the banks fault or not in this part. I just can't help thinking this way, I mean like, thanks to one of my class in college and the lecturer being so enthusiast in questioning the media, she got me started thinking too. It's like, everyone wants money, right ? So the paper sells something that the public wants. So, just how much story in it that is true ? Not just the paper of course, I'm talking news about anything that you find everywhere, written by anyone. Ever thought of it ?