You need to Learn Communication too !

I was totally speechless when I heard the news from the one in charge of the PTPTN in my college... My name wasn't in the acceptance list together with one of my mate. Needless to say, I was disappointed and angry after that. Walking out from the room, I tried to process what was being said by the woman.

"Your mate already knows that her name wasn't in the list as well together with yours and I already told her to see me on Monday." That's what she said. (The woman in charge of PTPTN in my college)

My anger bubbled to the point that I need to do hit something...REAL HARD... I did feel that I am ready to kill, literally...

That BITCH (my mate) NEVER freaking bothered to inform me about the results and that incompetent woman who was in charge of PTPTN, NEVER BOTHERED to even inform us STUDENTS WHO PAID FOR THE FEES TO STUDY IN THE POOR COLLEGE OF OUR LOAN RESULTS WHICH IN THE END WILL GO BACK INTO THEIR POCKET AS THEIR SALARY... It really pisses me off big time and two of my other mates were kind enough to give me words of support.

I knew that I was supposed to check on the web on 22nd April on our loan results but try as I may, I couldn't find the damn page that says LOAN RESULT or ANY DAMN SHIT LIKE THAT. So, I thought, why not go and check tomorrow before class? Being late which I admit was my fault but getting known of the details like TOO FREAKING LATE? FOR FUCK SAKES!! I've submitted all my details and DONE EVERYTHING AS INSTRUCTED BY THAT INCOMPETENT WOMAN 2 WEEKS BEFORE MY CLASS BEGINS!! She dare tells me that the PTPTN side didn't receive my application and for Christ sakes! I gave the damned documents to them for a fucking reason! NOT FOR THEIR FUCKING KEEPSAKES!! They should have submitted on our behalf or something if ANY FUCKING MISTAKES COMES UP! ISN'T THAT WHY PEOPLE HIRE YOU TO BE IN CHARGE OF THE DAMN THING?! Their inability to inform us students of anything in a proper manner really have me doubting their capabilities and I had half a mind to tell them to go and learn BASIC COMMUNICATION, GODDAMNIT... YOUR MESSAGE DID NOT MANAGE TO GET THROUGH TO YOUR RECEIVER AND YOU DID NOT BOTHER TO ENSURE THAT YOUR RECEIVER FULLY UNDERSTANDS IT.

Seriously, just because we are students and you think that you are in some office position in the college and you're like someone in charge big time there therefore you do not bother to inform ? What fuckery is this? Even a simple lecturer missing a class, another incompetent woman who was in charge of my course just went and INFORM DA BITCH face to face and KNOWING THAT DAMNEDGODFORSAKEN BITCH who has issues with me (presumably since she doesn't bother to talk to me and talks with sarcastic and miss know it all tones towards us) SHE DOES NOT BOTHER TO INFORM!

Imagine if my other mates forgot to inform me and I showed up to an empty class or finding out once I've reached the college. Wow, and yet the incompetent woman who was in charge of our course CLAIMS THAT ANYTHING IMPORTANT SHE WILL CALL OR EMAIL US. Oh wait, I guess that lecturer can't make it to a class is not important for the students so that the students can waste their time coming and going back after finding out there is no class or supports the student to waste the parents money by telling students to go play truant or whatever? I guess the only person that she will be bothered to call or email is the students parents if the students did not show up for class 3 times and ended up getting barred from exam. This is what they only knows how to do. So what about students like me, who PAY OFF EVERYTHING BY HERSELF AND IS THE ONE IN CHARGE OF HER OWN STUDY AND LIFE AND NOT THE PARENTS? IGNORED AND TAKE THE MONEY HAPPILY?

I just started off in a college, with high hopes of finishing my lousy diploma so I can get along with my life and this is what I get for picking a lousy college located in PJ states? You know, I will never be bothered to write this angry blog if things work out perfectly fine despites the incompetency of their organization. But my monetary supply gets cut off? This is a big mistake... Don't bother telling me to go ask for money from my parents or whatever. Have you no shame asking them for money when you are way over the age of asking and considering their age, you still want them to worry? Shameless and spoiled brat you are if you do so.

People out there, make sure you choose the right college to enter and check out their systems before you enter. Don't make your parents worry about you since they are the ones who pay for everything.