Jan 21, 2008

Demolished Hope

It wasn't a happy day to begin with today. It all begins a few weeks before when I first heard of the event. I was ecstatic about it at first that I even told Veron, Vincent and Anthony about it. I thought I could at least be much more busier and occupy my blasted mind with all the extra work! However, it didn't turn out as what I hoped. My company is having an outdoor event and I hoped to go out. I am in need of money after all. Very badly as I have loads of plans in my mind. I would need the exta cash to party with Angela and Kyo when they come back, going on trips with all of them and do some shopping after trashing my wardrobe (but of course i need Veron's help)...Most importantly, being able to pay off slightly even if it's little for me to get my very own car ! DAMNIT !! CURSES !!

This event is to promote our new server and a new version, more like of a new episode. One of the bad side is, the girls promoting it will need to dress up in Japanese school costumes and go around schools, colleges and cybercafes and 'mamaks' distributing our CDs along with two from our sales team and two from our game operation team. I calculated the money they would be getting and I was very excited about it already. However, I already knew earlier a few days before today that I wouldn't be going out as first of, I ain't got no car. I was already pissed off then. I mean, I already told my superior about it very early off and he said he'll try to see if he can get me in. I know I shouldn't put hope in it. But again, I was hopeful then. Today, it really crushed me when I officially heard the news that I wouldn't be going out. I was extremely pissed.

I mean, extra money for the staff is better than extra money for those dumb looking girls ! What the heck I even calculated for my superior how much we could save if we cut out just one girl by paying me instead of them ! After hearing what my colleague said, without doubt, the sales team people, must have pocketed some of the budget money into their own wallet ! That's why all the girls in contract or whatever shit they get. Frrruuuuccccckkkkk....I'm not very happy with all these bunch of bullshit... Fuck those bitches.

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