Title is not going to make any blardy sense. It's been a freaking month since I've last updated here...Either busy with work, tired from work or busy playing Atlantica, tired from playing Atlantica.
1st, my brother finally gets a divorce with that bitch and I am glad for that. My niece is still in my home under my parents loving care (and me pampering the hell out of her too).
2nd, I finally moved into boyfriend's place but constantly moving between Kepong and Kelana. It's fun actually because I came to know my lousy housemates, one of them which i posted his picture in the Artistry post. The other...forget bout it =p But this made me misses my family more, especially my mom's cooking!
3rd, Work is getting really mad lately and day after day it is always the same thing that the management ask for and they always repeat it and pressuring us. Sometimes I wonder have I turned into another person and offends people around me in the office or just simply being too stupid and offends them? I knew at one point I am supposed to apologize to someone for being rude but I just missed the chance to and being who I truly am, I just can't bring myself to apologize.
4th, I can't help but kept reminiscing bout the good old days I had with my best friend and my groupies back in club. I feel so old and out of place lately but whenever I think of wanting to do something, the monetary issue just hold me back. Life's been kinda harsh lately, I guess...
5th, Nothing interesting has been going through my life and the feeling of loneliness is back, haunting me and it makes me become a worry wart when someone just ignored me, be it intentionally or not.
6th, Either I am getting mad or I tend to watch something crazy and insane in youtube or facebook videos posted by someone. Example, someone diving off a pier and smashed his face on a platform beneath and it split his face into half but he is still alive. Video just showed the gore and I can't help but be mesmerized by it... Now this is related to the title.
7th, I hate and love everything that is going on around me right now. I don't drive lately and depended on boyfriend to drive me to take LRT to work. Car is sucking my life out of me, so is my credit card. The 3Cs does not apply to lousy bitch like me.
