I am so going there and I hope it will be a blast for this one !!
Apr 29, 2010
I Lost It Already !
In terms of me going back to studies, scarifies must be made... Money.
It sucked big time when I've totally gotten used to the luxury of getting pampered, massage, good foods, good entertainment, always have time to socialize and I don't get worried of not having money because when I worked, I knew that I will eventually have money next month. Owing some bills for a month is not good but at least I can pay up on the minimum payment. Now, I can't even afford to do that anymore!
Just what have I gotten myself into? I became more seclusive, more angry, more easily irritated, and I keep brooding over how pathetic I've become ! Wow, talk bout in depression. More or less, I used to be the one that can be depended on and a quite independent woman because I got my great "Money" Armor. Now I feel like a defenseless one because I chose to throw it off ! Good grief...
So, you, you and you out there, don't come up and tell me that money ain't everything because... I want to eat ! How can you tell one that loves to eat not to eat just like how can you make a cow graze the grass if it doesn't want to? I don't care if you can diet or have the strongest will power to resist good foods. I don't need to because I have good metabolism rate and I digest foods fast enough and my body figure has been maintained at the same weight for years! (Well, I'm not that proud with it but it's all right)
Oh man, all my food adventures are gone and it was and still is my core of happiness... Working is a choice, but, I'm already feeling really lost with the assignments after years of not touching a darn study book and it takes a lot of my time to do even one stupid tutorial questions. Much less an assignment question !
As quoted by Uncle Leon, FML !!
It sucked big time when I've totally gotten used to the luxury of getting pampered, massage, good foods, good entertainment, always have time to socialize and I don't get worried of not having money because when I worked, I knew that I will eventually have money next month. Owing some bills for a month is not good but at least I can pay up on the minimum payment. Now, I can't even afford to do that anymore!
Just what have I gotten myself into? I became more seclusive, more angry, more easily irritated, and I keep brooding over how pathetic I've become ! Wow, talk bout in depression. More or less, I used to be the one that can be depended on and a quite independent woman because I got my great "Money" Armor. Now I feel like a defenseless one because I chose to throw it off ! Good grief...
So, you, you and you out there, don't come up and tell me that money ain't everything because... I want to eat ! How can you tell one that loves to eat not to eat just like how can you make a cow graze the grass if it doesn't want to? I don't care if you can diet or have the strongest will power to resist good foods. I don't need to because I have good metabolism rate and I digest foods fast enough and my body figure has been maintained at the same weight for years! (Well, I'm not that proud with it but it's all right)
Oh man, all my food adventures are gone and it was and still is my core of happiness... Working is a choice, but, I'm already feeling really lost with the assignments after years of not touching a darn study book and it takes a lot of my time to do even one stupid tutorial questions. Much less an assignment question !
As quoted by Uncle Leon, FML !!
Apr 24, 2010
You need to Learn Communication too !
I was totally speechless when I heard the news from the one in charge of the PTPTN in my college... My name wasn't in the acceptance list together with one of my mate. Needless to say, I was disappointed and angry after that. Walking out from the room, I tried to process what was being said by the woman.
"Your mate already knows that her name wasn't in the list as well together with yours and I already told her to see me on Monday." That's what she said. (The woman in charge of PTPTN in my college)
My anger bubbled to the point that I need to do hit something...REAL HARD... I did feel that I am ready to kill, literally...
That BITCH (my mate) NEVER freaking bothered to inform me about the results and that incompetent woman who was in charge of PTPTN, NEVER BOTHERED to even inform us STUDENTS WHO PAID FOR THE FEES TO STUDY IN THE POOR COLLEGE OF OUR LOAN RESULTS WHICH IN THE END WILL GO BACK INTO THEIR POCKET AS THEIR SALARY... It really pisses me off big time and two of my other mates were kind enough to give me words of support.
I knew that I was supposed to check on the web on 22nd April on our loan results but try as I may, I couldn't find the damn page that says LOAN RESULT or ANY DAMN SHIT LIKE THAT. So, I thought, why not go and check tomorrow before class? Being late which I admit was my fault but getting known of the details like TOO FREAKING LATE? FOR FUCK SAKES!! I've submitted all my details and DONE EVERYTHING AS INSTRUCTED BY THAT INCOMPETENT WOMAN 2 WEEKS BEFORE MY CLASS BEGINS!! She dare tells me that the PTPTN side didn't receive my application and for Christ sakes! I gave the damned documents to them for a fucking reason! NOT FOR THEIR FUCKING KEEPSAKES!! They should have submitted on our behalf or something if ANY FUCKING MISTAKES COMES UP! ISN'T THAT WHY PEOPLE HIRE YOU TO BE IN CHARGE OF THE DAMN THING?! Their inability to inform us students of anything in a proper manner really have me doubting their capabilities and I had half a mind to tell them to go and learn BASIC COMMUNICATION, GODDAMNIT... YOUR MESSAGE DID NOT MANAGE TO GET THROUGH TO YOUR RECEIVER AND YOU DID NOT BOTHER TO ENSURE THAT YOUR RECEIVER FULLY UNDERSTANDS IT.
Seriously, just because we are students and you think that you are in some office position in the college and you're like someone in charge big time there therefore you do not bother to inform ? What fuckery is this? Even a simple lecturer missing a class, another incompetent woman who was in charge of my course just went and INFORM DA BITCH face to face and KNOWING THAT DAMNEDGODFORSAKEN BITCH who has issues with me (presumably since she doesn't bother to talk to me and talks with sarcastic and miss know it all tones towards us) SHE DOES NOT BOTHER TO INFORM!
Imagine if my other mates forgot to inform me and I showed up to an empty class or finding out once I've reached the college. Wow, and yet the incompetent woman who was in charge of our course CLAIMS THAT ANYTHING IMPORTANT SHE WILL CALL OR EMAIL US. Oh wait, I guess that lecturer can't make it to a class is not important for the students so that the students can waste their time coming and going back after finding out there is no class or supports the student to waste the parents money by telling students to go play truant or whatever? I guess the only person that she will be bothered to call or email is the students parents if the students did not show up for class 3 times and ended up getting barred from exam. This is what they only knows how to do. So what about students like me, who PAY OFF EVERYTHING BY HERSELF AND IS THE ONE IN CHARGE OF HER OWN STUDY AND LIFE AND NOT THE PARENTS? IGNORED AND TAKE THE MONEY HAPPILY?
I just started off in a college, with high hopes of finishing my lousy diploma so I can get along with my life and this is what I get for picking a lousy college located in PJ states? You know, I will never be bothered to write this angry blog if things work out perfectly fine despites the incompetency of their organization. But my monetary supply gets cut off? This is a big mistake... Don't bother telling me to go ask for money from my parents or whatever. Have you no shame asking them for money when you are way over the age of asking and considering their age, you still want them to worry? Shameless and spoiled brat you are if you do so.
People out there, make sure you choose the right college to enter and check out their systems before you enter. Don't make your parents worry about you since they are the ones who pay for everything.
"Your mate already knows that her name wasn't in the list as well together with yours and I already told her to see me on Monday." That's what she said. (The woman in charge of PTPTN in my college)
My anger bubbled to the point that I need to do hit something...REAL HARD... I did feel that I am ready to kill, literally...
That BITCH (my mate) NEVER freaking bothered to inform me about the results and that incompetent woman who was in charge of PTPTN, NEVER BOTHERED to even inform us STUDENTS WHO PAID FOR THE FEES TO STUDY IN THE POOR COLLEGE OF OUR LOAN RESULTS WHICH IN THE END WILL GO BACK INTO THEIR POCKET AS THEIR SALARY... It really pisses me off big time and two of my other mates were kind enough to give me words of support.
I knew that I was supposed to check on the web on 22nd April on our loan results but try as I may, I couldn't find the damn page that says LOAN RESULT or ANY DAMN SHIT LIKE THAT. So, I thought, why not go and check tomorrow before class? Being late which I admit was my fault but getting known of the details like TOO FREAKING LATE? FOR FUCK SAKES!! I've submitted all my details and DONE EVERYTHING AS INSTRUCTED BY THAT INCOMPETENT WOMAN 2 WEEKS BEFORE MY CLASS BEGINS!! She dare tells me that the PTPTN side didn't receive my application and for Christ sakes! I gave the damned documents to them for a fucking reason! NOT FOR THEIR FUCKING KEEPSAKES!! They should have submitted on our behalf or something if ANY FUCKING MISTAKES COMES UP! ISN'T THAT WHY PEOPLE HIRE YOU TO BE IN CHARGE OF THE DAMN THING?! Their inability to inform us students of anything in a proper manner really have me doubting their capabilities and I had half a mind to tell them to go and learn BASIC COMMUNICATION, GODDAMNIT... YOUR MESSAGE DID NOT MANAGE TO GET THROUGH TO YOUR RECEIVER AND YOU DID NOT BOTHER TO ENSURE THAT YOUR RECEIVER FULLY UNDERSTANDS IT.
Seriously, just because we are students and you think that you are in some office position in the college and you're like someone in charge big time there therefore you do not bother to inform ? What fuckery is this? Even a simple lecturer missing a class, another incompetent woman who was in charge of my course just went and INFORM DA BITCH face to face and KNOWING THAT DAMNEDGODFORSAKEN BITCH who has issues with me (presumably since she doesn't bother to talk to me and talks with sarcastic and miss know it all tones towards us) SHE DOES NOT BOTHER TO INFORM!
Imagine if my other mates forgot to inform me and I showed up to an empty class or finding out once I've reached the college. Wow, and yet the incompetent woman who was in charge of our course CLAIMS THAT ANYTHING IMPORTANT SHE WILL CALL OR EMAIL US. Oh wait, I guess that lecturer can't make it to a class is not important for the students so that the students can waste their time coming and going back after finding out there is no class or supports the student to waste the parents money by telling students to go play truant or whatever? I guess the only person that she will be bothered to call or email is the students parents if the students did not show up for class 3 times and ended up getting barred from exam. This is what they only knows how to do. So what about students like me, who PAY OFF EVERYTHING BY HERSELF AND IS THE ONE IN CHARGE OF HER OWN STUDY AND LIFE AND NOT THE PARENTS? IGNORED AND TAKE THE MONEY HAPPILY?
I just started off in a college, with high hopes of finishing my lousy diploma so I can get along with my life and this is what I get for picking a lousy college located in PJ states? You know, I will never be bothered to write this angry blog if things work out perfectly fine despites the incompetency of their organization. But my monetary supply gets cut off? This is a big mistake... Don't bother telling me to go ask for money from my parents or whatever. Have you no shame asking them for money when you are way over the age of asking and considering their age, you still want them to worry? Shameless and spoiled brat you are if you do so.
People out there, make sure you choose the right college to enter and check out their systems before you enter. Don't make your parents worry about you since they are the ones who pay for everything.
Apr 7, 2010
Total Random
I was back at home last week and left alone at home. Being me, hungry means just dumping the Maggie Mee into a bowl of hot water, covering with a plate and leave it till it cooks by itself. Yes, boil the noodle the lazy style. Somehow, I was totally irritated that day and went rummaging through the fridge and my brothers' well kept spices. Totally came out with a soup base of my own for my instant noodle.
The ingredients that I used was... either leftovers or things that my mom or brother kept...well hidden...away from people like me...a cube of chicken stock, dried scallops, cumin powders, pork, a pack of enoki mushrooms, and a few teeny slices of dory fish. Instead of a 2 minute noodle, it turns out to be almost an hour noodle.
In case you don't know what is what, I'll show you the pictures.
Enoki Mushroom
Dried Scallops
When I say dory fish, some of my friends would misheard it as...why am I talking bout Dory?
NO!!! Push that away from your brain ! Not that Dory from Nemo!! I meant the food, dory fish as in something that would look like this in fillet !!
I didn't expect that my experiment would go well. The taste turn out better than I thought especially after I added in the cumin powder and left the meat to boil longer so it would absord the chicken stock. Obviously, it's a hearty lunch that day and I was tempted to make another next time but...being mom, she's too sharp when the foods are missing or went lesser...Next time I do this things again, I'll have to pay since dried scallops and dory fish that she bought ain't cheap...
The ingredients that I used was... either leftovers or things that my mom or brother kept...well hidden...away from people like me...a cube of chicken stock, dried scallops, cumin powders, pork, a pack of enoki mushrooms, and a few teeny slices of dory fish. Instead of a 2 minute noodle, it turns out to be almost an hour noodle.
In case you don't know what is what, I'll show you the pictures.
Enoki Mushroom
Dried Scallops
When I say dory fish, some of my friends would misheard it as...why am I talking bout Dory?
NO!!! Push that away from your brain ! Not that Dory from Nemo!! I meant the food, dory fish as in something that would look like this in fillet !!
I didn't expect that my experiment would go well. The taste turn out better than I thought especially after I added in the cumin powder and left the meat to boil longer so it would absord the chicken stock. Obviously, it's a hearty lunch that day and I was tempted to make another next time but...being mom, she's too sharp when the foods are missing or went lesser...Next time I do this things again, I'll have to pay since dried scallops and dory fish that she bought ain't cheap...
Apr 5, 2010
Out of Breath
Some that knows me would say, "Don't worry, she's used to it so it will be all right." But truthfully, I'm really beat up. I didn't know that standing from 10am to 10pm would actually kill and now, I totally salutes those that stand that long, in heels. For one or two days would be fine, but four damned days? My poor legs are practically screaming to me to sit down and stop standing. Yeah, I'm used to be the one in charge and gets to sit, not the one who only stands and explains whole damned days!
Ok, I'm rambling about the pain I got while working at Sony Expo 2010 in Mid Valley Convention Centre from 1st April til 4th April. My leg hurts from standing for those four damned days and I couldn't even sing anymore even softly along to the radio from shouting because one of the damned game just have to be in front of a speaker. Who would thought those people would be stupid enough to put a speaker there and torture the people who needs to explain activities rules to public? I was stationed at that place for 2 days and it's enough to kill me. Thank god nobody was stationed there for 4 days, or else... I just can't imagine one going mute...
Beginning it was boring, seriously. Thank god I've got colleagues from AS to visit me for lunch and dinner break. I barely know anyone there and I gotta admit, opening my mouth to a bunch of people who I think that is way lot younger than I am is kinda hard. Days passed and things go on much easier for me. Mingling around turns out to be fun and even got to know some crappy people. Tough, but yes, definitely fun by the end of the day.
I'm just too lazy to continue and I still want my sweet rest to purify my poor body and my face poisoned from all those damn make ups. Best thing of the event ever, I told some friends I didn't eat much and I manage to blow their mind with that. "YOU ?! KRISTY ?! NOT EATING ?! WHO KIDNAPPED HER ?!" Thanks for the experiences !
Ok, I'm rambling about the pain I got while working at Sony Expo 2010 in Mid Valley Convention Centre from 1st April til 4th April. My leg hurts from standing for those four damned days and I couldn't even sing anymore even softly along to the radio from shouting because one of the damned game just have to be in front of a speaker. Who would thought those people would be stupid enough to put a speaker there and torture the people who needs to explain activities rules to public? I was stationed at that place for 2 days and it's enough to kill me. Thank god nobody was stationed there for 4 days, or else... I just can't imagine one going mute...
Beginning it was boring, seriously. Thank god I've got colleagues from AS to visit me for lunch and dinner break. I barely know anyone there and I gotta admit, opening my mouth to a bunch of people who I think that is way lot younger than I am is kinda hard. Days passed and things go on much easier for me. Mingling around turns out to be fun and even got to know some crappy people. Tough, but yes, definitely fun by the end of the day.
I'm just too lazy to continue and I still want my sweet rest to purify my poor body and my face poisoned from all those damn make ups. Best thing of the event ever, I told some friends I didn't eat much and I manage to blow their mind with that. "YOU ?! KRISTY ?! NOT EATING ?! WHO KIDNAPPED HER ?!" Thanks for the experiences !
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