Last night after work, when I was on the way down to the restaurant to meet up with 'grandpa' and Joyce for dinner, I can't believe I actually witnessed an accident and it's a hit-the-red-light accident between a car and a bike. Needless to say, the impact was so bad, the passanger for the bike actually flew before landed on the ground. At first, I was stunned and I surprised myself by stopping on the side and started to call 999. I didn't know what got into me and it actually shook me badly. Must be effect from my own previous accident experience.
When I do meet up with 'grandpa' at the restaurant for dinner, 'grandpa' was telling me that he saw the accident site and found that an elderly chinese woman was ganged up by a bunch of indians. Due to what reason, we've no idea as we're not there. From this situation, let's not judge them for being violent or not. Let's judge us Chinese ourselves... For one thing, I do believe in 'grandpa' and what he says is true... The indians are gathered together during the incident and meanwhile, the chinese? Sticking faraway from the group, staying away from all those but watching... Who are we to judge the other races and yet still be so cocky? I'm ashamed to be a chinese myself. It's no surprise that this is the Chinese trend. Chicken, that is... If you notice, during most accident or whatsoever next time, watch around you and you WILL FIND Chinese to stand aside and WATCH while the Indians and Malays are the only ones helping out around the scene...
It kept me thinking that, why can't people just abide the traffic rules and seriously... That damn car was a Myvi and even with a stupid turbo, driving fast is stupid. It's a normal road, not a goddamn track and you watch too much Fast and Furious Movie, you dork. I can't be sure as well if the bikers had their helmet clipped or not but whatever it is, for fuck sakes, those safety things and rules are there for a reason and go with it to stay away from Grim Reaper. If you can't drive, then don't drive and don't give troubles to others... That's why I hate drivers in Malaysia...They need the radio stations to educate them about the laws just like how Hitz.fm are doing ( the 8 gong rules). It would be even more ironic if those advising are those that are going against the rules... Last word, WTF..
Apr 28, 2009
Apr 24, 2009
Wardrobe Clearance
Yes, that's right. I'm clearing out my wardrobe since I suspected I've spent more than Rm1k ++ for clothes that I never wear and stuffs that I never use by the end of the day... Here goes... I'll be constantly updating a few more clothes/stuffs ^^
1) East India Top Blouse - RM90
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I bought this blouse for RM125 back then around one year ago and I only wear it ONCE. It's still in good condition and it's a free size. I'm making losses LOL.
2) Gym Matt For Health - RM80
I don't want to know how this ended up here but whatever it is, I'm getting it out of my room since I NEVER EVEN used it at all...This thing is still new.
1) East India Top Blouse - RM90
Close up View
Full View
I bought this blouse for RM125 back then around one year ago and I only wear it ONCE. It's still in good condition and it's a free size. I'm making losses LOL.
2) Gym Matt For Health - RM80
I don't want to know how this ended up here but whatever it is, I'm getting it out of my room since I NEVER EVEN used it at all...This thing is still new.
Apr 17, 2009
Twitter?
Been hearing alot bout this site for quite a period of time and finally, I'm playing around with it trying to find out what the heck is this application. It's easy to use and surprisingly alot of people are actually using it. In short, it's actually updating your thoughts like facebook status and it's word limit is just 140. Not like blog definitely.
Oh well, at least it's an easier way and pretty much meant for you to summarise up your thoughts for the day/time/seconds or whatever. Hey, even celebrities are using it. Just follow them, and you're getting updates of their life everyday. Pretty cool huh? Things are meant to be easier and simpler this way. K.I.S.S motto.
p/s: follow me on http://twitter.com/KaoriHayashi !!
Oh well, at least it's an easier way and pretty much meant for you to summarise up your thoughts for the day/time/seconds or whatever. Hey, even celebrities are using it. Just follow them, and you're getting updates of their life everyday. Pretty cool huh? Things are meant to be easier and simpler this way. K.I.S.S motto.
p/s: follow me on http://twitter.com/KaoriHayashi !!
Apr 7, 2009
M.I.A
I know I've been missing in action for a period of time...So much has been going on and I was in a constant mix of emotions every single day. Whatever it is, first to begin with, I've never seem to care bout who read my blog or care bout if it hurts them or not because whatever I say/write here, is purely all bout what I think/felt, isn't that what a blog is for? To express whatever that's in your mind and it's PERSONAL... Since when who has a say to not show my blog unless the blogspot themselves close me down? I need to vent because I've ran out of ideas and I was never creative on everything to begin with...So leave me and let me be...
Secondly, I've never been happy ever since I changed my job. I regret my life even more, losing even more chances to do more things and I even failed AGAIN to fulfil my easiest dream which is just to study ALL because of my stupidity to change to a worse job...Although it's the same field, but nothing is the same anymore even my interest in this is gone. Everyday I came into the office putting on a face trying to force myself to work but nothing comes into my mind like last time anymore. The only thing that improved? Yes, the environment, thats all. NOTHING ELSE. My salary has decreased, my skills has rusted, I've lost the will to fight already. I've never hated so much before...Everyday coming to work feeling energetic at the first half an hour and the rest of the day? Lost.
Thirdly, I know most of you will disagree on what I've said and what I'm bout to say but guess what, I couldn't give a damn shit bout it because like I said, it's my blog to express my feelings so if you don't like whatever I've said or what I'm about to say, then fuck off. It seems so destined that I can NEVER be on the same agreement with my brother and I would love nothing more than to strangle him this very moment. All the pain he has caused my parents without thinking who the fuck gave birth to him and the pain my mother has to go through and what the fuck, his was a caesarean birth forgodsakes! Everyday coming back home after work, looking at his face never cease the hatred in me ever since his last incident. Coming back home drunk and tired and with the idiotic wife of his being an ignorant bitch makes me worry bout my niece every night and EVERY FUCKING NIGHT ever since almost two years ago I would be restless in my own room. Boyfriend has been pushing me to move out with him for the sake of my sanity and health but I'm always in a constant worry for my parents and niece and also, I'm always broke by the middle of the month. Now you see the reason I'm delaying?
However, although so much happens, the only thing I'm still grateful for is my parents not knowing much of what is going on around me so that lessens their worries on me. Boyfriend has been helpful most of the time as he keeps advising and not letting me down when I broke down previously. Broke down as in literally breaking down. It freaks me out when I think back about it. I don't know what else to say anymore except for...fuck off if you don't like this. My life pisses me off and I would be glad to give up everything and be a nun.
Secondly, I've never been happy ever since I changed my job. I regret my life even more, losing even more chances to do more things and I even failed AGAIN to fulfil my easiest dream which is just to study ALL because of my stupidity to change to a worse job...Although it's the same field, but nothing is the same anymore even my interest in this is gone. Everyday I came into the office putting on a face trying to force myself to work but nothing comes into my mind like last time anymore. The only thing that improved? Yes, the environment, thats all. NOTHING ELSE. My salary has decreased, my skills has rusted, I've lost the will to fight already. I've never hated so much before...Everyday coming to work feeling energetic at the first half an hour and the rest of the day? Lost.
Thirdly, I know most of you will disagree on what I've said and what I'm bout to say but guess what, I couldn't give a damn shit bout it because like I said, it's my blog to express my feelings so if you don't like whatever I've said or what I'm about to say, then fuck off. It seems so destined that I can NEVER be on the same agreement with my brother and I would love nothing more than to strangle him this very moment. All the pain he has caused my parents without thinking who the fuck gave birth to him and the pain my mother has to go through and what the fuck, his was a caesarean birth forgodsakes! Everyday coming back home after work, looking at his face never cease the hatred in me ever since his last incident. Coming back home drunk and tired and with the idiotic wife of his being an ignorant bitch makes me worry bout my niece every night and EVERY FUCKING NIGHT ever since almost two years ago I would be restless in my own room. Boyfriend has been pushing me to move out with him for the sake of my sanity and health but I'm always in a constant worry for my parents and niece and also, I'm always broke by the middle of the month. Now you see the reason I'm delaying?
However, although so much happens, the only thing I'm still grateful for is my parents not knowing much of what is going on around me so that lessens their worries on me. Boyfriend has been helpful most of the time as he keeps advising and not letting me down when I broke down previously. Broke down as in literally breaking down. It freaks me out when I think back about it. I don't know what else to say anymore except for...fuck off if you don't like this. My life pisses me off and I would be glad to give up everything and be a nun.
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