Dec 28, 2009

The Last Time

The last time you told me it would be over,
It never happened and the nightmare is still going on.
I keep saying that this would be the last time
But when is it truly going to be the end of it?

The one that is having the insatiable desire
Wanting each and every part of you
Wanting to touch that sensual lips of yours
Keep telling myself this would be the last time
I think of you this way

I dreamed of how we would be in bed
How you would hold, caress and touch me
Just the thought of it makes me want you even more
And yet I know it will never happen
It cannot be the last time I think of you this way
It just can't be as my body refuse to listen to my mind

Such feeling would definitely show in my face
As I knew that I couldn't stop thinking of it
Both body and mind needs you and yet,
It will never happen as you were not real
It was just a fantasy and when will this be the last time
I keep thinking of you this way?

I should stop this, but the body is getting hot
It will never come
The last time I think of you because it's too impossible
You're so beautiful

Nov 12, 2009

Don't Be Alone



I remember what you wore on our first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
And finally now, believing

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on our first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking

Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one

P/S: Thanks to Jeffro, I remembered I was supposed to look for this wonderful song

2012, Believe it Or Not ?



As we all know, this movie has already began their show in cinemas in Malaysia. As for me, I went to watch it ahead with boyfriend since we got free tickets for the premier. The whole movie was not bad. It's like a different story of different people in the beginning but all got together in the end as...it's the end of the world and they only have one aim, which is to survive? For those that hadn't watch this yet, no worries, I'm not going to spoil it for everyone. The only thing that I'm gonna spoil is that, according to a comment in imdb.com, this show truly is an ending of all disaster movie. Why? All elements of natural disaster has already been shown! What else do you expect the directors to show next?

God Bless my uncle, Leon, for he answered, "Resurrection of the Civilization after the apocalypse?" I was thinking to myself after what uncle Leon said, How to rebuild the mankind? If it's almost as what the movie has shown, humans would be selfish as everyone does not want to die. In turn, they will sacrifice others to live. Well, if you're some big shot, chances of you living are better than ours. But then again, will you even mate someone you don't know or will you even be bothered to produce off springs after realizing that you survived through the apocalypse and grieve that anyone that you know/you love has been wiped from the surface of the earth? You're on your own, ya know?

Total ramblings...I don't know what I'm trying to say but my fingers continue to dance through the keyboard. Some may not realize that there has already been a prophecy made ever since thousands of years ago by the Mayan Tribe. Some says the world is going to end at 2011, while some says it's going to be 2012. Which is it going to be? Bottom word is, the Mayan Tribe could not continue our calendar after 21st December 2012. 4 more days to Christmas, a day to celebrate the birth of Jesus? LOLhard.com. If you guys google up 2012 itself, not just the movie stuff that is going to show up. You can search for all the details about the calendar done by the tribe and tremble in fear after reading bout those and watching the movie...Good luck in 2012.

Nov 9, 2009

Weekend Buster

First weekend of November :

I can't really remember what we did over the weekend, but it was quite a blast. Boyfriend and I headed over to Jaya One for dinner before meeting up Dylan and Mel for our outing session. With the raining spell around constantly, I decided to go for steamboats, thus, bringing us over to Fireman restaurant. Foods there are just normal with very little choice. Per person it costs about RM30 (it's a buffet style restaurant). Designs are too simple and basically nothing attracts over there! But, little do we know that around 9:30pm, the restaurant dimmed their lights and suddenly played the Final Countdown song loudly. Curiously, I looked down at a mini stage (yup, its two floor and I was on top).

A man, shirtless, went to the stage with two baton, twirling it around, dips it into a bucket of something, and lights it up. There's actually a SHOW! Here's a video to show but, sorry bout my excited voice lol. I just can't help going nuts since it's not always I see a show around like these.



Like I said, I can't really write much bout the first weekend as I've forgotten almost everything. But it's slightly different with last weekend.

Second weekend of November:

Tracy and I planned for a group outing among the colleagues for Friday night, but in the end, it turns out only Cindy and Jit Kong joining. I got used to these type of scenarios. I asked Mel to join last minute and as long as it's all about Hoegarrden at Envy, Solaris KL, everything is fine with her and she's happy. Boyfriend was supposed to hang out with Darren and Alex somewhere else but apparently Darren didn't show up, so, boyfriend ended up joining me as well.

When we reached Envy, the first thing that caught my eye was a dance on the glass bridge. (For those that has never been to Envy Club, the design was similar to MOS)A group of 4 girls, be it hired or not, was dancing on that bridge, with two of them wearing skirts. Mel, Cindy and I kept going back and forth trying to catch a glimpse of the underwear (yes I know it's crazy and weird) and it's both WHITE! I keep cracking up when the girls came down to dance after awhile. Some uncle just joined into the group and started dirty dancing with them. I just watched the entire scene and kept laughing. It was a great mamak session after drinking there.

On Saturday itself, Shireen asked boyfriend and I out to hang around (SURPRISE! BAKUTEH princess actually called us out!)Before that, boyfriend and I headed to Low Yat, KL as my ex colleagues has a roadshow there. As much as I hated KL (traffic, the crowds there) I still visit them as I missed them much. After getting stuck in traffic for about an hour or so (pisses me off since the air cond just have to breakdown at the moment...), we finally managed to park our car at the most expensive car park area there. The visit was just a brief one as they are all busy. Boyfriend and I ended up walking around in Low Yat looking for stuffs. At the end of the day, I almost threw a tantrum and demanded to go back home. Yes, that is how much I hated KL. After a year or so of not stepping my foot at KL, I got all angry again for going there.

It was a blessing when we finally reached Bangsar Shopping Complex to meet up with Shireen for dinner and drink. Went over to Twenty One Tables and Terrace (branch of TwentyOne Kitchen in Changkat Bukit Bintang) for dinner but ended up just drinking as they have just opened that place on Nov 5th and menu for foods were very limited. I was surprised to see one of my high school friend working there as a Management Trainee. Did a little catch up and headed over to Chilies for dinner after making a reservation to go back for a drink again. Second round at TwentyOne Tables and Terrace finds us with me, meeting a friend who was part of the architect team for that place and Mel came over with Dylan after her fateful meeting with the future in law. Syndie and David even showed up after having a family night. It was a freezer there but the design and music just makes me relaxed and happy. Needless to say, I love these places MOAR compared to blardy hot and stuffy KL. That place was designed simple but stylish enough for people to enjoy. No pictures available as I've given up taking pictures lately. To get a rough picture of it, lookie here :

http://www.drbar.asia/

TwentyOne Tables and Terrace,
3rd Floor, (facing main road)
Bangsar Shopping Complex.

Penning out from this long talk now!

Oct 28, 2009

Happy Dinner + Fat Stomach

It's gotten to a point where it is quite pointless for me to take pictures and show when everyone has been doing it. Unless it's something totally about me, of course.

Last night, boyfriend and I went over to Tropicana City Mall to grab dinner at Sushi Tei. Here's some general info, Sushi Tei has branches around in the SEA market and as far as I know, they have a branch in Singapore and only one branch here in KL (which is the one at Tropicana City Mall). I've already surfed through several blogs / review sites and found that out of 6 review sites I checked, all 6 of them said the foods and the place are pretty much OKAY. Here comes temptation...

Reaching there around 8:20pm, we're lucky to get a seat near to the Kaiten Belt. Mel and Dylan will be reaching late as Mel needs to go back to her place to pack her stuff as she will be staying over my place for the night (correction, in Dylan's room and yes...they are dating already! Look at her blog yourself! Link is there). The moment my butt lands on the chair, I started to grab some sushi from the Kaiten Belt. Boyfriend was busy leafing through the menu and with foods in my mouth, I took a peek at the menu...

Had a shock actually looking at the pricing, cheapest food starts from RM1.60 for the sushi plate and it could go all the way to RM10. But then again, looking at the size of the meat given...I'm in heaven~

Boyfriend assured me to go ahead and order the foodies that I wanted and not to look at the price since it's only once a while. With the green light on, I ordered Chicken Cutlet Cha Soba, Soft Shell Crab Temaki, and a Salmon Belly miso soup. When the foods arrived, I felt as if I'm blessed. Chicken cutlet was amazing, crispy on the outside, amazingly soft and tender in the inside. The meat felt like as if it will melt inside my mouth (like M&M). The Cha Soba itself is given in a generous serving. Both Soft Shell Crab Temaki and the Salmon Belly miso soup makes everything complete.

Dylan and Mel finally arrived when it was time for the last call. They ordered some sushi as well and Dylan got himself a Unagi Don and Mel got Chicken Cutlet Cha Soba (I told her I had the same thing already and she laughed). Unagi Don came and my eyes just popped out looking at the amount of Unagi given and the size of the meat. It's like mission impossible to finish the foods.

By the end of the meal, we called for the bill and it costs us around RM189 something. This food definitely worth the price... I've never complained about a food being too expensive if it's really worthy... I'll be back, Sushi Tei !

Sep 9, 2009

Insanity Over Mah Blain

Title is not going to make any blardy sense. It's been a freaking month since I've last updated here...Either busy with work, tired from work or busy playing Atlantica, tired from playing Atlantica.

1st, my brother finally gets a divorce with that bitch and I am glad for that. My niece is still in my home under my parents loving care (and me pampering the hell out of her too).

2nd, I finally moved into boyfriend's place but constantly moving between Kepong and Kelana. It's fun actually because I came to know my lousy housemates, one of them which i posted his picture in the Artistry post. The other...forget bout it =p But this made me misses my family more, especially my mom's cooking!

3rd, Work is getting really mad lately and day after day it is always the same thing that the management ask for and they always repeat it and pressuring us. Sometimes I wonder have I turned into another person and offends people around me in the office or just simply being too stupid and offends them? I knew at one point I am supposed to apologize to someone for being rude but I just missed the chance to and being who I truly am, I just can't bring myself to apologize.

4th, I can't help but kept reminiscing bout the good old days I had with my best friend and my groupies back in club. I feel so old and out of place lately but whenever I think of wanting to do something, the monetary issue just hold me back. Life's been kinda harsh lately, I guess...

5th, Nothing interesting has been going through my life and the feeling of loneliness is back, haunting me and it makes me become a worry wart when someone just ignored me, be it intentionally or not.

6th, Either I am getting mad or I tend to watch something crazy and insane in youtube or facebook videos posted by someone. Example, someone diving off a pier and smashed his face on a platform beneath and it split his face into half but he is still alive. Video just showed the gore and I can't help but be mesmerized by it... Now this is related to the title.

7th, I hate and love everything that is going on around me right now. I don't drive lately and depended on boyfriend to drive me to take LRT to work. Car is sucking my life out of me, so is my credit card. The 3Cs does not apply to lousy bitch like me.

Jul 21, 2009

My Thoughts, My 2cents

I've been so lazy lately to blog as I've ran out of things to write about. Everything I did was the same and it repeats every single time. How lifeless can I be?

Oh well, first of, I never post up pictures of my Phuket trip here but it's all in my facebook. Here's a few nice scenery view pictures I got from Phuket.
I got this picture here while we're at this Karon View Point.

As for this one, we went to one of the hill top restaurant but unfortunately I can't sit outside as there's no place for us.

As for this one, this beach is the one just outside the place I stayed, Naiharn beach. It was so beautiful I can't help wanting to go back each time I looked at the pictures...

This one is one of the temple that I visited while I was there

Other pictures, I'm too lazy to upload so much. As for the latest event that happened and I never took picture of, that's my birthday just last Sunday. Syndie, Melissa, David, boyfriend and I hung out at Soho KL and we went to this restaurant that I can barely remember the name (I drank a shot of Jagermeister Shooter and got tipsy). Syndie and David bought me a last minute one-slice-cheese-cake and Mel bought me those drinks at the restaurant. Thanks guys ^^.

Next one, I'm having all sort of thoughts of the peoples that I really want to look back for now and I know it would be impossible as loads of stuff happened between us. Not mentioning the fact that I don't have their contacts anymore... Well, shit happens but memories make me sick.

I don't know what am I saying here but, there's a lot on my wish list right now...

Jun 26, 2009

The Greatest Loss

Both 2008 and 2009 up until now, world has faced the greatest loss ever when last year started with the death of Heath Ledger on Jan 22nd 2008, the man who acted as Joker in the latest Batman movie, The Dark Knight.



His last and greatest work of all that most classified as a 'Tragedy and Triumph'.


Heath Ledger as The Joker.

My favorite quote of all time on Heath Ledger death, ''The guy had serious nuts. I needed someone who wouldn't be afraid of the comparison with Jack Nicholson. This was an actor who wasn't afraid to bury himself in his character — to a massive extent.''

This year, the death of the King of Pop, Michael Jackson (1958- 25th June 2009) has just shocked the whole world.



Every youtube videos of his songs are written with messages from fans all over the world. The best quote I've seen in the youtube messages is this one, "The King of Pop, but a God to me. We lost an Icon, the Legend will always live."





Those two are my life time favorite songs from the King of Pop himself.

My favorite quote on Michael Jackson's death, "I must confess I am not surprised by today's tragic news. Michael has been on an impossibly difficult and often self-destructive journey for years. His talent was unquestionable but so too was his discomfort with the norms of the world. A human simply cannot withstand this level of prolonged stress." — Michael Levine, a publicist who represented Jackson when the singer was accused of molesting a child in 1993.

We're all left speechless when both left us and it is always too late to appreciate one when one is gone forever from our sight and touch. We'll miss them both greatly... Amen

Jun 1, 2009

Freedom' 09 Rave @ Melaka

No Words needed, just some pictures and descriptions here ( plus two vids I recorded)! Check them out yourself!




















Unfortunately, it's a non alcoholic event and it all ended abruptly at 2:10am when those people are actually saying it will most probably ends at 4am... The Laser system rocked and there was some fireworks there !





Sorry bout the videos quality though ^^

May 27, 2009

You've Done It Again, TMNuts!

My feelings right now when I've been trying desperately to play Atlantica Online in the office...



This is how I feel when I am able to login...

(2 Minutes Later...)



Wait a minute...something is just not right...Why am I not moving? Why am I not healing?! NOOOOOOO!!!!

(5 Seconds Later)



FALCON PUNCH!!! YOU'VE DONE IT AGAIN TMNUTS AND THIS TIME IT'S GONNA BE WORSE!!

Sheridan, Unresistable !

I am soooooo tempted to steal this away from my parents and open it NOW!



What are they thinking of keeping it in ?!

Oh by the way, I bought my ticket to go for Freedom '09 but only on Saturday to catch Above and Beyond in action. I would like to see Ferry Corsten too but, doubt I can make it in time as it's...workday... See you guys at Freedom'09 !

May 9, 2009

Rough weekends...

Last weekend, boyfriend and I planned to go out for a hang out session at Quattro with some friends. However, after dinner at Ampang and when we're on the way to Quattro, we had an unfortunate accident, thanks to some idiot driving recklessly even a goddamn-two-lane-no-speeding road. Everyone knows how Jalan Ampang can be packed with cars and there's always a turning here and there to left or right...

We're on the fast lane at first wanting to move over to the slow lane, wanting to cut a REALLY slow driver when we saw a green Saga Aeroback stopped (not flashing the signal light to turn to the right) quite far off in front. Before we manage to move over to the slow lane, a Kelisa sped out of nowhere on the slow lane, cutting us, speeding to the front and before I know it, the car slammed into the Saga. The driver of the Kelisa wanted to avoid but apparently, due to speeding, he couldn't and as a result of the impact, the Kelisa actually ended up covering our lane and boyfriend couldn't stop fast enough and we hit the Kelisa at the back.

I was scared out of my wits and cried actually. I couldn't believe how scared I was till I calmed down in a friend car (yes, our friend was actually following us from behind and thank god they are far behind). After taking pictures and getting details, we went to the Traffic Police Station at KL and boyfriend made his report. What a disastrous weekend it was for all of us...


That's how bad the car got...I actually bruised my shoulder blade due to the seat belt and if it wasn't for it, I don't know what's gonna happen...

Apr 28, 2009

It's Really Ugly

Last night after work, when I was on the way down to the restaurant to meet up with 'grandpa' and Joyce for dinner, I can't believe I actually witnessed an accident and it's a hit-the-red-light accident between a car and a bike. Needless to say, the impact was so bad, the passanger for the bike actually flew before landed on the ground. At first, I was stunned and I surprised myself by stopping on the side and started to call 999. I didn't know what got into me and it actually shook me badly. Must be effect from my own previous accident experience.

When I do meet up with 'grandpa' at the restaurant for dinner, 'grandpa' was telling me that he saw the accident site and found that an elderly chinese woman was ganged up by a bunch of indians. Due to what reason, we've no idea as we're not there. From this situation, let's not judge them for being violent or not. Let's judge us Chinese ourselves... For one thing, I do believe in 'grandpa' and what he says is true... The indians are gathered together during the incident and meanwhile, the chinese? Sticking faraway from the group, staying away from all those but watching... Who are we to judge the other races and yet still be so cocky? I'm ashamed to be a chinese myself. It's no surprise that this is the Chinese trend. Chicken, that is... If you notice, during most accident or whatsoever next time, watch around you and you WILL FIND Chinese to stand aside and WATCH while the Indians and Malays are the only ones helping out around the scene...

It kept me thinking that, why can't people just abide the traffic rules and seriously... That damn car was a Myvi and even with a stupid turbo, driving fast is stupid. It's a normal road, not a goddamn track and you watch too much Fast and Furious Movie, you dork. I can't be sure as well if the bikers had their helmet clipped or not but whatever it is, for fuck sakes, those safety things and rules are there for a reason and go with it to stay away from Grim Reaper. If you can't drive, then don't drive and don't give troubles to others... That's why I hate drivers in Malaysia...They need the radio stations to educate them about the laws just like how Hitz.fm are doing ( the 8 gong rules). It would be even more ironic if those advising are those that are going against the rules... Last word, WTF..

Apr 24, 2009

Wardrobe Clearance

Yes, that's right. I'm clearing out my wardrobe since I suspected I've spent more than Rm1k ++ for clothes that I never wear and stuffs that I never use by the end of the day... Here goes... I'll be constantly updating a few more clothes/stuffs ^^

1) East India Top Blouse - RM90


Close up View


Full View

I bought this blouse for RM125 back then around one year ago and I only wear it ONCE. It's still in good condition and it's a free size. I'm making losses LOL.

2) Gym Matt For Health - RM80



I don't want to know how this ended up here but whatever it is, I'm getting it out of my room since I NEVER EVEN used it at all...This thing is still new.